I recently had a near enlightenment experience, and foolishly ran my mouth about it here.
I was immediately targeted by people for it.
I was raped, poisoned and left for dead.
I am requesting the assistance of a wizard who can undo this magic.
I came here looking for a mentor, trying to prove my ability, and instead was labeled evil and was attacked. I am putting this in paranormal context, but the reality of what they did to me is much worse. I believe the abilities I was experiencing could have been used for good under the right mentorship. I apologize for acting like a kid with a shiny new toy, if given the chance, I will take it more seriously. I just need guidance. Hopefully this post reaches someone who can help.

>>40784540 (OP)
Having two of those defeats the purpose

>>40784540 (OP)
Ask your questions.
The more specificity the better the answer you'll get.

>>40784750
how do I undo this magic and regain my abilities? I was on the cusp of enlightenment and I wanted to share my experience in hopes of helping others, but it was taken from me before I could master it. where can I find someone who can help me and teach me how to properly use the abilities of enlightenment? I have always been a student without a teacher, and its lead me in the wrong direction it seems. I thought I could do it all by myself, but clearly im lacking the proper dicipline and connections, and was abruptly punished for it. I wish to learn under the mentorship of someone who can help me. in return I can only offer what I have experienced in my journey to near enlightenment but im sure to a master its probably stuff that is already known.

>>40784540 (OP)
OP just wants people to hassle this business for some petty reason he's not sharing.

NYPA

>>40784810
I dont, im just asking for help.

>>40784540 (OP)
Hi brother (or sister) it sounds like your in the similar situation that I am. Gaining great powers and telling the wrong people about them and they turned out to be wicked envious devils.

Do you have disc? I like to share some very unpopular topic that's a world epidemic and affecting me and you everyday because we say those words. That's getting people into a lot of trouble...

Disc: honest_flamingo_01799


Contact me and I love to give you my angelic hands. Wallahi (I swear to Allah/God) that my intentions are only benevolent and good and seek to get us both out of all of the f***** u* situations that we're in..

>>40784540 (OP)
It's not difficult.
>Simply write a check out for $3500 and deposit it in a hole in the ground in your back yard (well any back yard)
You make it out to Bob Dobbs. We here at the Church of the Sub-Genius have a proven track record of taking and turning them into expert sub geniuses.The kind of Sub-genius you can be very proud to be.

>>40784540 (OP)
Go ask a tree, they're better rooted

>>40784845
I dont have disc, but feel free to share your topic here. I recently discovered the abilities I had were a gift from God, I dont think i've lost them completely, but they are weaker than they were before I was attacked. I need help understanding why god would give me these abilities. by all rights, I should be dead by now. pretty sure my guardian angel is having a stroke though.

>>40784794
You have to purge your energetic system and cut the ties they placed on you.
Any time someone attains a modicum of light everyone tries to steal it from them to use it for its own purposes.
Better to save the world with God's infinite light rather than your own finite one

Yes this is wizard, how may I address your call?

>>40784932
No, we stole their powers because they acted like a playground bully.
They got put down to earth because they got wax wings and tried to piss on those they saw below them.
Make no mistake and let this be a lesson…
Talk shit, your powers will quit.

>>40784932
how do I accomplish this? from what I understand the human body is a vessel through which you can direct gods light (good intentions) I need to heal before I can properly harness this light, otherwise I feel it wont be enough. I need my physical strength back so that I can protect and help others. I believe this was my intended purpose. its not that I want to do great things for glory, but because the world is in a state that requires great things to make a difference in the face of evil. this is why I need help, my great work was meant to become a pillar of gods people. to help connect them through my actions. I hope I can still achieve this.

>>40784994
I never meant to bully anyone, it was a cry for a teacher, someone to show me how to use my powers. learning by myself hasnt exactly turned out well. I thought if I proved I had strong enough ability someone would come along and help me learn to use it properly, and instead you killed me for it. you may get away with it on earth, but God knows what you did to his children.

>>40784910
It'll be best to talk to you in person because it'll be way too long. Do you have kik? Here mine.

Hutfun465

>>40784794
>I was on the cusp of enlightenment
Brother if you're larping that's fine. But if you aren't let me tell you something. Nobody that thinks they are on the "cusp of enlightenment" really are, it's a ego trick brought on by intellect. The closer you are to enlightenment the more you forget about the whole affair of you and this enlightenment process. Pray that we be humble and completely honest with ourselves, and then we may travel a good path. Teachers are a only an external manifestation of the supreme teacher inside you, which is the Pure nature of your own mind that has never fallen into ignorance. Rely on it, devote yourself to listen it and then you will need no human teacher.

https://www.101zenstories.info/p/17-stingy-in-teaching.html?m=1

>>40785270
Great advice until someone has paranormal experience like OP fucking describes with gifted power

>>40784540 (OP)
you came to the place that cause your rape to help you? Bend over and spread em please.

Another thing: "powers" which may be ESP or other things, should not be related to others unless in a very special occasion of confiding with a trusted person involved on the same thing. If you talk about it to others on the internet or on real life you close the channels inside you that allowed you to do such things. And so fishes die by their mouth.

>>40785283
"Powers" aren't enlightenment. They may be brought about by a plethora of practices such as mantra recitation, breath exercises, ritual summoning and so forth. True enlightenment is insight into the nature of reality that destroys any ignorance and bring forth the definitive end of suffering. And then freedom from a body locked in time and space. "Powers" at the end of the day are just toys to mislead one from the real important things. They end making ego-saints that do nothing useful at all for the world.

>>40785355
Point is, infinite magic has value in a teacher, where you aren't going to suddenly meditate and find my soul's aesthetic somewhere in your mind it is necessary to let other people exist for this manner of knowledge to advance.

>>40784540 (OP)
Dang bro guess you don't want to be enlightfulnof the knowledge I have that'll shock you of the hidden causes that got you into the situation that your in.

I swear Buddhism must be a psyop created to stop people from achieving genuine spiritual progression.

>>40785463
Buddhists of the past did the wildest type of magic imaginable, you know nothing. It's exactly because they did it so much, specially in Tibet, that they know it is pointless; the masters do at least. The others keep chasing after petty little experiences and end up wasting their supremely valuable life, and then they die empty handed and have to reincarnate under the great compulsion of karma, again, ad infinitum.

>>40785463
It would prove useful for higher self integration if it were compatible with having one

>>40784540 (OP)
>I came here looking for a mentor, trying to prove my ability, and instead was labeled evil and was attacked.
sorry, that might have been me.

>>40784794
>I wish to learn under the mentorship of someone who can help me
Unironically find Jesus.

>>40785270
Relying on myself isnt working, its like giving a toddler a loaded gun and expecting good results. I need guidance before I shoot myself in the foot again.

>>40785287
not everyone here is that evil (I hope) i'd like to believe there are some good people here.

>>40785355
>"Powers" at the end of the day are just toys to mislead one from the real important things.
>They end making ego-saints that do nothing useful at all for the world.

thats what I want to avoid. I just wanted to help reconnect people with nature, to help them understand the beauty of being alive. I see people who have depression and are blind to all of the little blessings they have constantly. I understand they have their reasons to be sad or discouraged, but I feel like if I can show them how blessed they really are, maybe it would change their tune. maybe im not cut out for that though, i really dont know anymore.

>>40785427
you dont know me, you just think you do, my friends know and love me. imagine killing a complete stranger because you feel morally inclined to do so for imageboard clout. we've never met, you have never hung out with me. im just a statistic to you. I may not matter to you, but I matter to them, you may not care but they do.

>inb4 "boohoo nigga"
just because you think no lives matter dosnt mean you're right.

>>40785665
>imagine killing a complete stranger because you feel morally inclined to do so for imageboard clout.
If someone kills your astral body regenerate that shit, you can do it in a matter of hours.
Its a war zone here, which is why you unironically need Jesus. I'm not joking. If you have even a midgin of telepathic capability then there is one force of enlightenment actually capable of helping you, and it is him.
You aren't going to find the type of help you actually need living as a human in this world.

www.abammonthegreat.com

>>40784540 (OP)
Everyone's happy when the wizard walks by.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GKY--qaHWSw

>>40785691
>If someone kills your astral body regenerate that shit, you can do it in a matter of hours
how?
>Its a war zone here, which is why you unironically need Jesus.
I missed the memo on the war, I thought it was over.

>>40785495
Baseless claim. You are no better than those who claimed the ultimate wizard was a Jewish carpenter.

>>40785779
>how?
Meditate on nurturing your inner self with a combination of masculine and feminine energy.
Your sacral chakra basically generates the astral form of your dreaming body. You can do lunar based rituals for it, or just recognize the situation and directly regenerate.
Most of the attacks you will face by unscrupulous individuals will be attacks on the innocence of sexuality, that is why the whole Epstein saga is so relevant in the world consciousness these days. Bad actors will either be rapists, or unintentionally unawares of the situation of etheric dna and intentions aligning between people to create shared perceptions of existence. This is where immense amounts of discernment and compassion from the heart will help you.
The hard part is reaching the solar chakra, that is not gonna be easy for anyone without help from Jesus, due to the state of conflict over the use of power on this planet. You can just skip it and go directly to the heart for now, which will strengthen you over time.
>I missed the memo on the war, I thought it was over.
Look at what is going on in the middle east, between political parties, between ideologies, its definitely not over yet.

>>40784540 (OP)
tel us about ur near enlitement..
this soecific scenrio ive seen hapens alot.. to me to. except i never told any one

>>40784540 (OP)
yuo never lose yuor god given powes… Rape is an ilusion.. they want u to see belive their litle role plays snd think the way of their roleplaye….

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goldenrosycross.org

>>40784540 (OP)
>I [...] ran my mouth about it here
Do you have the link?

>>40785815
He was, your feeble mind full of dogmatic occultic science can't grasp what is beyond even the occult.

>>40785880
I was mostly just meditating a lot on various religions, and things started to fit together, and the more I pieced together, the more and more things started to make sense. from what I understand, religious practices and modern science have similarities and the answer to the bigger questions in life lies in understanding both sides of that coin. It is an experience of thought and being, but I lack a deeper understanding of it, it wasnt full enlightenment but I suppose a premature awakening of sorts. I started to understand religious practices from a scientific perspective and the more I thought about it and practiced them, the healthier and stronger I became, I even retained my youth. im sorry for being vague but these messages only allow me to post so much, I would legitimately need to write a book to encapsulate everything i've experienced, which would require time, time that I dont know I have, which is why I need help.

>>40785903
I want to believe you are right, but im pretty sure they killed me. I think my faith is the only reason im still alive right now.

>>40786069
I dont, I sort of schizoposted over several random threads because I couldnt handle what I was experiencing. instead of taking time to digest it, I was posting my findings in real time like a sperg which dosn't help my case. If I do survive, I will write a book and release it in hopes that it helps. I really do want to see more people awaken, but maybe im going about it the wrong way, which is why I need a mentor. im not diciplined enough to be a teacher.

>>40786138
Add me on discord if you want - I will not be your teacher but I can share some insights of my life

>>40786138
misamisa0652

>>40784845
Why did you censor the word 'up'?

>>40786167
I would prefer to talk here if thats ok with you. my life is in danger and the people involved in my demise often larp as people trying to help. please dont take offense, im just looking out for my safety, my situation is pretty fucked up right now im just gonna be real with you, people want me dead.

>>40786203
I mean I already shared some thoughts on this thread. It's just that for the nature of the conversation I want to have with you a private channel is better. Also if someone would want to do evil to you and they had the special means to do so they wouldn't need an e-mail or discord to do it.

I'd just let go of trying to have powers.
The best idea is to just find ways to serve others.

>>40786249
>the nature of the conversation I want to have with you a private channel is better.
I understand, but in my current state I cant afford that unfortunately, trusting random people on this site is what got me into this mess in the first place, again no offense but i've had multiple attempts made on my life already. if you want, make a burner email and I will contact you from a safe location later.

>if someone would want to do evil to you and they had the special means to do so they wouldn't need an e-mail or discord to do it.
psychological warfare is part of their game. im in TI territory right now.

>>40786261
>The best idea is to just find ways to serve others.
thats part of the process, its like a reverse spirit bomb where you generate large amounts of spiritual energy and use it to elevate others. If I can regain my strength I can use this ability to cause a chain reaction of good works across networks of people. everyone is capable of this, but there is a deeper understanding of it that allows you to do it at a larger alchemical level to achieve the good ending for humanity.

>>40786291
You could probably accomplish the same, if not greater result by simply meditating and sending out good vibes.
Imagine a world where most people wake up to their powers, it would be very weird and probably not healthy.
There's likely a reason why we don't remember them

>>40786314
>There's likely a reason why we don't remember them
my only guess is that people may use it for war but its hard to comprehend how. if you make someones life easier, and they pass it on and so forth, would it not just create a feedback loop of people helping each other? sure some people may take longer to wake up than others, and some may see that as unfair, but long term its a numbers game, to undo all of the negative damage across humanity some people are gonna have to really pick up the slack. This would take an incredible amount of devotion, which is why churches exist, which is why the knights templar existed. we have to regain contact with the singular purpose of helping humanity and being less selfish. otherwise parts start to fall off and the system remains incomplete. I think the true purpose of humanity is not only to further itself, but the other creatures that live here as well. the final test of wether or not we make it is if we follow in gods footsteps. He created us in his likeness and while we can never be godlike, I believe the ultimate test we face is to be as loving as he is. that is the only real way forward, without that discipline we will fail in the long term, thats why we have free will, he is testing if his creation WANTS to ascend.

>>40786188
It's google correction while talking to it that did it.

>>40786386
That's messed u*.

>>40784540 (OP)
put salt across your thresholds. do Eucharistic adoration. Stay in God's presence.

>>40786455
>put salt across your thresholds
can you elaborate?

>>40786203
Sharing information is always a risk. Would help directly if I had more experience with barrier magic.

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>>40786557

the foundation of a house acts as a natural barrier/natural "magic circle" but doors are gaps in the "circle". when you're warding or protecting a home you focus mostly on the doorways. this is why christians put crucifixes above their doors, jews mezzuzahs on their door frames, and buddhists put mirrors in their entry way. salt is a very old technique from mesopotamia thats made its way into modern magical practice. mesopotamians would make circles of salt to protect themselves from evil spirits. this is probably the first use on the historical record of magic circles and salt as a protective measure. salt is associated with the element of earth, and by extension "kingdom". so to protect your kingdom you can put salt around the doors leading into your home to keep bad spirits/vibes from coming in. this stuff may seem like superstition to the uninitiated but for some reason these house warding procedures work and are present across all cultures globally.

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>>40784959
Meant seriously in case you were desperate