>>40785071 (OP)
my problem with every religion and belief is what's beyond their god, their ending, the beginning
the most awful explanation is that time is like north and south, you can't go further north when you're already at the north pole, i.e. you can't go further back in time when you're already at the beginning, seeing what's before time
so... their god/universe always just was? the god/universe doesn't have a first memory? they don't have a time where they didn't exist? insane to think anything /JUST/ exists, existence almost reminds me of perpetual motion because reality was started without any sort of outside influence, reality just started one day
