HE'S ALWAYS GROOVY, AND NEVER HORNY! SAY IT WITH HIM FOLKS!

! PIC UNRELATED !

God i fucking love Tenna. Anyways guess whose back, its ya boy. Uh. Things went kinda quiet because 4chan was kill, and so were like a few close people, and uh, frankly it's been a rough patch mostly for other dudes. That and she decided to go away for January through June. Didn't matter if I tried contact or not, it was kind of 'sleepy' or just straight up not there, until today. I spent my past two weeks with game dev, and decided on whim to turbo plunder, then thought better of it and tried to chill in my bed for a while on my belly. I get like two minutes of peacefully hugging my pillow before my foot is forcefully grabbed. Ignore it and keep my eyes shut. Then I get a weird grope/ass shove into my bed before my name gets whispered into my fucking left ear. Like, "Guess who came back you fucking nerd?" energy.

Anyways I was too scared to go to bed so I painted till I was a shaking hungry mess.

I can give more context later (gonna rename myself from this stupid name)

But like seriously can a nigga not just hug his fluffy pillows in piece without getting. BUENOS DIAS FUCKBOY'd into getting back to work? Is she like the opposite of sloth or what, what the fuck is going on.

Also I got into showering in the dark by candlelight. Not sure if relevant.

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>>40786332 (OP)
I'm really sorry to hear that you have these experiences man, I do too sometimes. It's not easy. Keep up with the positive attitude, hang in there!

>>40786509

Yeah, thanks man. I've been a sad sack for a bit and I've been trying to pull myself out of it. Lots of realizations I didn't want to realize.

>>40786535
Hey man, I've been a sad sack of it for years now, still struggling to get to a place where I can feel content in myself. Pretty much been considering suicide for the past three days and now I'm sitting here drinking whisky and writing goodbye letters to my family just in case I decide to take that final step.

I hope you can pull through anon.

>>40786605
I feel you. Though in my case, it's probably gonna be something health wise that'll do me in. Already got a will set out to my friends if I end up clocking out early.

Sad to say I can't say the same about my family.

I'll pull through maybe. I don't really have a choice.

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>>40786664
That's the way with life, we're all thrown in to it with a concoction of different chaotic affects that we learn to deal with over time. What's your health concern?

>>40786881
le blud en le piss

It went away but spooked me. That and I got the short end of the draw, got a bad heart.

>>40786332 (OP)
I realize I've been rambling about shit nobody remembers so here's the gist. A while back i kinda got an encounter with a handholding spirit under my bed. We tried identifying her in this forum and all I got was some weird dreams and a headache. I dubbed her The Muse because big whoop, I could only go to bed if I painted it.

Then she went away for a long while and came back for whatever reason. Ill try to find pic-related, I don't have that stuff usually saved so if there's like an archive (I have to set up vr for the paint projects)

There's some physical media of them, but I do not want to post it as some close IRL people have already seen it and may ID me from it, and I'd rather not get called crazy for saying my level 10 guy gyatt got smacked by a deer spirit or something.

Think big wendigo but the antlers rack is just stuffed with blue candles, like just totally stacked high.

I should probably ask ChatGPT when im not so tired

>>40787484
ayy

now if only they could stop touching me

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who the fuck are you

how do you know the ghost is a girl op.

>>40790341
irrelevant

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get back here OP

I can't seem to find the file and I can't remember which of my posts had an updated copy and I really don't want to get Vermillion working right now. Who wants to see some gouache paints? Tommorow though, im tired tonight.

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