How do you deal with regret? I'm 34 and have intense regret in having wasted my whole life. I also don't believe in God. How do you believe in God?

>>40855884 (OP)
do yoga

try getting into drugs. They make you feel better

>>40855942
Already there, I'm extremely addicted to kratom. Withdrawal is an absolute nightmare, not looking forward to it at all. I'll likely have to take a month off work so I'll have to plan going cold turkey like three months ahead

>>40855948
Try to get off kratom. It will eat your spiritual reality away. Its trash and keeps you from truly mentally improving.

>>40855948
just relapse. Trust me, drugs are the only way to feel good. What are you gonna do when you quit it, just feel bored all the time? Because that's what's gonna happen

>>40855884 (OP)
Study qabbalah
(Will lead to regret in another year tho)

>>40855962
Thank you, I completely agree. It relieves pain but erodes humanity. Hard to explain but you lose your personality when taking it.

>>40855884 (OP)
If you don't already believe in God you need to have some kind of emotional experience of him... That's the only way. 34 is pretty young dude. You'll turn it around

>>40855884 (OP)
Not really paranormal related.
Also, just stop having regrets. Its that easy.