with a specific mission to accomplish, but I'd forgotten what it was.

>Has anyone ever felt this way, whether during meditation, a psychedelic trip, or a spiritual experience?
>What do you think it means?
>And most importantly... what is my mission on Earth?

>>40865192 (OP)
to mine gold for the annunaki

>>40865192 (OP)
To save your soul, or at least yourself, and go back home (which is not earth). But it's a lot harder than people imagine.

>>40865192 (OP)
All the time. Colloquially this is the “Starseed” phenomenon, but in general those people are very amorphous and hard to pin down and don’t really have a cohesive view of the world.

But yeah man, my experience is closer to an alien observing humanity than actual humanity.

Duke 1. Duke 2.
Hut hut

I took acid as a christian and woke up Hindu, wierd experience but i did some research and it seems to happen a lot.

Then once on DMT i was told by a tree that the reason I have multiple personalities is in preparation for a future incarnation in a differrnt form where managing multiple egos is necessary.

>>40865252

Let's tell me more, please. And then, how do we know what planet we come from? I don't think there is a single planet for all human beings.

>>40865217
Why do you need humans to mine gold? They could have simply created robots. Besides, human beings are much more complex than a simple robot. We have emotions and everything, while their goal is simply to recover gold, in your view of things.

>>40865270
Before, when I took LSD, I simply assumed that they were hallucinations. Now, I assume that what we see are planes, either higher or lower. But I don't know what to do with all this information we get. And you, concretely, having this information, has it helped you in your life or not?

>>40865192 (OP)
When I took acid for the very first time, I looked in the mirror and saw my face with these sorts of ridges underneath, then they appeared as if they were growing outward. The ridges started forming into scales, and after maybe 15 seconds my face took on a reptilian-like appearance.

I was smiling, but at the same time I looked really menacing and it disturbed me.

So yeah I may be a reptilian human hybrid. Feel free to ask me anything.

>>40865597
So, did you have this vision only once while on LSD, or did it come back over several trips?
And what exactly does being a hybrid mean to you?
At some point, do you think you interbred with a human being?
And if not, do you think reptilians are enemies of humans, or not necessarily?

>>40865192 (OP)
>>Has anyone ever felt this way, whether during meditation, a psychedelic trip, or a spiritual experience?
Yes
>>What do you think it means?
Its literally the truth.
>>And most importantly... what is my mission on Earth?
Depends on who you are, and what your capabilities are. Waking up your spiritual existence and doing spiritual action according my own ability to enhance the consciousness on earth seems to be what mine is.

>>40865541
Now the guy you are replying to.
And then, how do we know what planet we come from?
Probably dozens or hundreds, if you can go from one place to earth, you have likely already done so many times before.
I don't think our mission is to simply 'go home', if that were the case we would have stayed home. I think transforming earth and humanity into a paradise is our goal, at least its mine. For now though, defeating evil is the most pressing.

>>40865632
I only got real acid one time(the first time), bunk acid maybe 6 times after that. I never saw it again on the bunk acid or mushrooms either, but I dont really recall staring in the mirror again on them.

If it were true I would find it disturbing but I dont think im a bad person, I dont engage in violence towards people or animals and typically try to harbor positive thoughts and engage in positive action.

If I were a hybrid id like to think it means that reptilians arent all evil, but who knows. If I were “interbred” it would almost certainly have been something organized by the military given family ties to the military.

>>40865698
The question I ask myself is, is it us who chose to come and help planet Earth? Or let's say, it's a bit like the army, we would have been forced to go to an area that we don't really want to go to, but it's our duty? What do you think? And then what would be the reward, to achieve our goal?

>>40865703
Why did you take acid replacement and what you think that, in quotes, LSD makes what we see not necessarily real, but it's as if we injected ourselves with a microchip for a few hours and it showed us what the chip was programmed for what we see, but it might not necessarily correspond to reality. Like a temporary implant. I have the impression that molecules are like spirits that we consume and that possess us for a certain time.

>>40865742
>is it us who chose to come and help planet Earth?
Yes. There was a planned mission to come to earth. People volunteered for it. Many were scouted and asked, and we agreed. So not entirely random volunteers, its more people with specific skills, and ties to earth and humanity here, who were selected, but the final choice was always our own.
>And then what would be the reward, to achieve our goal?
I don't know about you, but for me its been evolution of my soul and consciousness. Moral development, you could say. I've been put to many tests, some I passed, some I failed. The work I do is spiritual, within the inner planes, and the payment is the, awareness, knowledge, and magic I have developed and gained from acting upon my spiritual impulses.
I'd say this is priceless treasure, but most don't seem to think its worth much unless it pays in dollars. Depends on the person really, what is there to gain from this.

>>40865788
Let's say I actually perceived something true through all of this... well, the truth is, I regret coming to Earth.
It's not just a matter of money or the system, but in everyday life, I've never really found my place.
I live like a hermit, and I don't feel like I vibrate with love or empathy towards people.

In reality, I think unconditional love doesn't exist on Earth, or at least, it's extremely rare.
The high vibrations one can feel under LSD, in deep meditation, or in certain altered states of consciousness, don't come from Earth.
Here, the vibrations are rather low, heavy, and full of suffering.

And the worst part is that most people don't even want to be "saved." They're not interested in deep spirituality or their own elevation.

So why would I come to a planet where the people themselves refuse to evolve or free themselves?

Honestly, if I have the choice when I die not to come back here... I think I'll take it.

>>40865788
And then on top of all that, I feel lost. I know that the truth is like a puzzle, scattered across many different spiritualities, and therefore many different higher and lower planes. In fact, there's so much information, it goes in all directions. I don't even know exactly who I am, where I'm going, who I was before. I'm completely lost. And even if I manage to recover this knowledge in this life, in my next incarnation, I'll forget it again. So, I feel completely imprisoned.

>>40865760
I feel like what the molecules do is reveal the inner workings of our mind, which is itself a continuously transforming geometric/quantum process. I think by and large it is “useless” information in our waking experience, only understood in the moment on the substance. It helps you experience the present moment on the deepest possible level. Many people never “experience” the present moment almost their entire lives, their minds endlessly dancing between one thing to the next.

This world is filled with darkness. It doesn't matter how much good you do.

Take a glass of milkthat's my metaphor.
Just add a drop of gasoline... and see what happens: the glass becomes undrinkable, its color turns dark gray, and no one can touch it.

That's exactly what Earth is. No matter our intentions, no matter our efforts to "help" this world... ultimately, it changes nothing.

The elites who control this planet are profoundly Luciferian, plunged into darkness.
They hold all the levers of power, and their influence is such that we cannot fundamentally transform this world.

This world is suffering. Nothing else.

>>40865878
I think the point is that you can interact with a universal substance that goes beyond what youre describing. Yes, the human powers that be will try to prevent it through their machinations, but their “control” of Earth is ultimately an illusion. What you are describing here is a weak and useless way of thinking. Thinking this way is exactly what (((they))) want you to do.

I feel the same way, except I use dxm to feel it for now. It does feel suffocating, and I have always been a loner and outsider in a sense. But luckily there are more of us aware now than ever before, or at least for a very very long time. We need to find each other.

>>40865192 (OP)
>I felt like an alien incarnate on Earth
>with a specific mission to accomplish
>Has anyone ever felt this way
...you mean except everyone on this board?...

>>40865843
Unconditional love isn't something that comes from a realm. It comes from the souls. Earth can be transformed by us bringing that energy through our souls. You already felt it, so you can channel it into this reality.
You seem a bit down, like you don't believe in yourself, or your potential to do great things. A single person has the power to tilt the balance between good and evil, one way, or the other.
>>40865858
You won't lose it if you manage to recover it. The recovery process is a skill that you develop over time, and it gets better and better the more you use it. And its not like you aren't known. There are spirits who know who you are, even if you do not.
One told me last night in my dream, that I was that single person who tipped the balance, 15,000 years ago.

I'm sitting here trying to convince you of the importance of your mission, am I the only one down here who doesn't simply want to leave, but actually wants to save earth, humanity, and achieve victory?

>>40865541
This is the kind of truth that you might not want to know more about. I'm being serious. It'll change the way you view the world, and not in a positive way. To make things worse, you won't have anybody to talk to about it, nobody will be there to help you deal with the shocking realization.

One time I had a dream, I was floating in the black void of space looking at a star and there were a few more stars in the distance. A voice echoed through the void and told me the following:

>“Some are star killers. Others are star birthers. You are a star birther.”

>>40865192 (OP)
Ever consider taking notes? I started taking notes when I get really high to look back at those "brilliant" ideas. Usually they're just mildly amusing word play when sober.

>>40865948
No, I don't think it's an illusion. Again, what I understood thanks to LSD is that this world is cut into many different planes. So, the Luciferians who control this world, they control this world in several different planes, and that's a reality. Afterwards, yes, in certain higher planes, they don't really have any influence. But it's as if, I don't know, if we have 7 different bodies, and we'll say, I don't know, maybe the Satanists, they control 4 or 5 of our bodies in these worlds, we'll say, lower and medium. It's a reality, it's not an illusion. Everything is part of us, we're all in different planes. There is no illusion.

>>40866074
That's what I find craziest about the creation of the universe. We're aware of a lot of things, but on this earthly plane, we're lonely people. It's quite sad, I think. We're solitary prophets.

>>40866129
I don't think, once again, that unconditional love truly exists in this world. Even the love we feel for our family, our children, or our pets is real, certainly, but it remains limited. We feel a little love for them, but sadness and suffering often take up much more space. It's as if, in this world, the suffering gauge can go from 0 to 100, while the love gauge never exceeds 10. In other words, it's not enough.

And even if unconditional love comes, as you may say, from our soul, I believe that our soul doesn't come from this earthly plane. It belongs to another place, another dimension. Our bodies are multidimensional, and in this earthly dimension, I believe we simply cannot achieve unconditional love. It's not of this world.

When you talk about "spirits who know who I am," I imagine you're referring to my guides. But the problem with guides or the higher self is that we're not always connected to them. These connections are rare, occasional. And when they do happen, it's often like a dream: we quickly forget what was communicated.

For example, my guides told me to vibrate love towards my family. But I can't do it because my family is made up of narcissistic perverts. They give me advice, but I'm unable to apply it concretely in my life.

>>40866132
I still want to know what you're referring to. Anyway, I'm in this world, I feel like I'm here to find the truth. And it's always good to have this kind of information. But already, I don't even know which intergalactic race I belong to.

>>40866474
When I'm on LSD, I film and record myself with my phone. But most things, so to speak, when I get sober, it's not really transcendent anymore. That is to say, when I communicate these things, at the time I find them incredible, but afterwards I find them bland. It's as if spiritual doors had closed, and I could no longer understand these keys.

>>40865192 (OP)
>take hallucinogenic
>hallucinate

Damn that's a tricky one

That said, acid and other similar drugs can definitely open you up to higher truths, but it can just also make you straight-up delusional as well

>>40867365
No, what I experienced is real. The concept of hallucinogens is misunderstood: it's not that you "see things that don't exist," it's rather that you access a plane of reality that isn't adapted to ours, or at least, that isn't perceived in the ordinary state of consciousness. It's a bit like changing the radio station in a car.

Normally, your entire life, you're tuned into a classic "frequency." But when you enter an altered state of consciousness, it's as if you're moving to another frequency. Is it higher? Lower? That's not the point. It's real.

The problem is that in these other planes, we receive information, but we don't always know what to do with it once we return here.

>>40867387
>it's not that you "see things that don't exist,"
You do though
>you access a plane of reality that isn't adapted to ours, or at least, that isn't perceived in the ordinary state of consciousness.
This is also true

I'm no stranger to psychedelics, and do all those colours and patterns that you see when you take them actually exist in reality? No, they don't, it's just the pattern-recognition part of your brain going into overdrive and seeing things that aren't there

This same phenomenon can make you connect different and seemingly unrelated concepts in your brain intuitively, sometimes there really is a genuine connection that you just didn't notice before but a lot of the time it's just your brain making up shit like "Saffron and saltwater both start with an 'S', so the Dalai Lama is actually from Neptune"

It does tune your brain into a higher consciousness, but it's almost impossible to tell the difference between genuine insight from higher beings and the jumbled-up mess your confused brain is producing

To use your radio analogy, it's not quite like changing the station, it's like getting a new radio and tuning that one to a new station while still listening to the old one: you'll hear both stations at once and it'll be a confusing, garbled mess

I'm not saying that everything you learned on acid is false, or that you weren't contacted by higher beings, I'm just saying to be careful and remember the quote "beware of unearned wisdom"

>>40867321
>my guides told me to vibrate love towards my family
Your family is larger than just your physical family.
>while the love gauge never exceeds 10
There is a lesson here, and learning it would let you reach 100. That is the 'payment', you receive for doing spiritual work on earth.
>It belongs to another place, another dimension.
It belongs to this dimension as much as it does any other. Its not limitted to being one thing, one dimension, its the totality of all things, that is the SOUL, its everything it needs to be.
>Our bodies are multidimensional
Yes, very much so. When you raise your frequency inside you can see more and more layers of your being.
>and in this earthly dimension, I believe we simply cannot achieve unconditional love
Why believe something to be impossible? Belief sets a limit on your imagination. There is no limit.
Unconditional love isn't an achievement, its simply the truth.
>it's often like a dream: we quickly forget what was communicated.
Dreaming is a skill, like anything you can improve upon it. My dreams are very vivid, and I remember much of what is communicated. A lot of it isn't something that can be verbally described, but the experience of it compounds upon itself. Its a bit like eating a new type of food to grow a mind and body capable of perceiving and recording memories of events which take place in the world that type of substance the food is made out of.
You don't remember your psychic adventures because you haven't yet grown a psychic brain to record the memories thereof, nor have you build a channel to connect that psychic mind to your physical mind.
You easily pass the boundary between the two, but the transition is something which is very subtle, and takes acute attention and awareness to detect, and broaden.

You took drugs, and saw through the door, but you haven't yet learned to open the door with your own conscious attention to it. I walk through that door on a daily basis.
You are too pessimistic.

>>40867336
>But already, I don't even know which intergalactic race I belong to.
Does it matter though? When you are ready, you will know.
But I'd say, Pleiadian is a strong possibility, as that is basically what humans are.

>>40867287
I dont buy it, but you are entitled to your own hallucinations

>>40867336
>I don't even know which intergalactic race I belong to.
Using my patented divination method, involving a unique combination of scrying, tarot, i ching, lucid dreaming and my own intuition, I have determined that the intergalactic race you belong to is in fact the human race

You're clearly human: you're here, on Earth (I presume), the home planet of humanity; speaking English, a human language; you're using a computer, a human invention; you have two human parents and your body is undeniably human (or you wouldn't be asking this question in the first place)

You might have alien DNA, I'm not ruling that out, but if you do, it's such a small amount that the remaining DNA is 99.99% human

If you keep asking yourself "which intergalactic race do I belong to?" and rejecting the actual answer (human), you're never going to be satisfied

I'm human, too; so is everyone else in this thread, whether they admit it to themselves or not

>>40868149
Again, I repeat, I've said it several times in this thread, yes, we are human in this spiritual plane. But it's not the only one. Our bodies are multidimensional. That is to say, at the same time, we are human, at the same time, we are extraterrestrial, at the same time, we are the higher self. It's very complicated. To say that I am SIMPLY human, yes, but I am not only that.

>>40868037
You're probably right. You seem to know more than I do.
It's true that I only achieve these altered states of consciousness when I'm on LSD.
That said, I do a lot of introspection when I'm sober. I often experience phases of dissociation and derealization, but despite that, I remain quite present with myself.

Am I too pessimistic? Maybe.
I watch a lot of videos on Gnosis, and I'm very interested in esotericism, the elites...
It's true that I've probably fed this egregore too much, that I've immersed myself too much in a negative egregore.
But maybe that's not the only possible reality.

>>40868280
As above, so below:

>You are human in the planes below
>You are human in this plane
>You are human in the planes above

My problem is you seem to think "human" is just some mundane term that only applies to this plane, when, like you said, we are also the higher self at the same time (which is still human)

My post was saying that you don't spontaneously morph into a Lyran or something when you enter a higher plane, it's human all the way down and all the way up, we're humans, we're gods, we're capital G God, we're all three at the same time, but one thing we're definitely not is aliens, because we all ultimately come from Earth, even if our descendants might not in the future

I'm not doubting your experiences, only you know the real truth about yourself, but I'm almost positive you're not an alien

>>40867428
If you've ever used psychedelics, or even if you've only been academically interested in them, you won't really be able to understand. It's not something you read, it's something you experience.

And if you assume that, even after experimenting, you say to yourself, "Everything I see doesn't exist," well... just because you say it doesn't exist doesn't mean it actually does. They may be hallucinations, yes, but you have to ask yourself why some of them recur frequently, in millions of people around the world.

Collective hallucinations, in principle, don't exist, and yet certain patterns, certain entities, certain experiences recur again and again. I too, at heart, am a very rational person; for a long time, I wanted to explain everything in a Cartesian way. But at some point, you have to recognize that it no longer fits with lived reality.

Moreover, even the world's greatest scientists have taken an interest in the occult, the esoteric, and things often considered irrational. If there were no truth in them, they probably would never have paid attention.

I understand your skeptical approach. But sometimes you have to be willing to go beyond that. You have to dare to open the door.

>>40868329
Being human is a bit like embodying a character in a video game. It's not really you.
In other incarnations, you could very well have been a tree, an animal, a mineral, or even an alien.
The human body you currently occupy is simply your current earthly vehicle. But it is not your definitive vehicle.

We are human only in the present moment, on this specific plane of reality.
The "higher self" is not a human being because it is not incarnated in matter.
It is a form of disembodied energy.

>>40868346
What makes you think I've never had a spiritual experience on psychedelics? I have, that's why I agreed that you do get access to higher consciousnesses on them, I would've never agreed with that if I had never experienced it myself

The thing is, I never got these experiences when I wanted them, it only came when I was ready for it, and when I was ready, it did, and I haven't touched drugs since, because I had found the answer I was looking for the whole time (still want to go back to psychedelics at some point, but maybe not for a while)

>>40868377
>The human body you currently occupy is simply your current earthly vehicle.
And I disagree with that, being human doesn't stop at the brain: you have a human body, a human mind, a human soul, and a human spirit

Again, you seem to think "human" is a bad word, something that's inherently limited to just this material plane, when that isn't really the case, the thing I originally quoted in >>40868149 was you being confused about what intergalactic race you belong to, and I'm saying that you're just an ordinary human, but that doesn't mean humans are ordinary beings at all: we're matter, mind and spirit all at once

>>40865192 (OP)
>Alien incarnated on earth
Supposedly it is a real phenomenon.

They are thousands, they started appearing after the invention of the atomic bomb and they supposedly are here to help us/them to be less retarded, or in some cases finish the job if we/they are too retarded. Like it happened to the atlantians when they became very retarded.

Tldr don't be retarded

https://youtu.be/XtgmjjZdeak?si=2zzwado5GRBxviWy

>>40865192 (OP)
Any post that starts with "so I dropped some of this stuff" is guaranteed to be useless.