>>40947036 (OP)
I don't know of any, and I wouldn't tell you if I did. I don't know what you are dealing with, but look forward to the good things in life. Life is too short, it is better to die of natural causes and see what it have to offer. You must surely have dreams, aspirations, or at least you had them at some point in your life, passions, seek them, as long as they don't cause harm to yourself and others, and be happy.
