Thread 41254031

Have you questioned God?
If so, how far have you gone?
What type of questions need answers?
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uH3BT4V86AQ

God has a lot of explaining to do don't you agree?

>>41254031 (OP)
I know the creator just got things wrong. Happens. I don't have questions. It is what it is.

>>41254087
The demiurge needs good and evil and their dynamics to learn about himself.

The demiurge god and Satan are two aspects of the demiurge

>>41254342
although both can punish excess of good or evil

>>41254031 (OP)
i questioned everything including my own answers

and at the end of the day it was the crypto "ews"
and they did it via fear and faith in there gold and gods
;/

>>41254031 (OP)
God sucks at answering prayer.

>>41254031 (OP)
Even Jesus needs to be questioned he feeds us like shit not worrying about what we eat or drink or what we put on for clothes like fuck you Jesus WOW

Maybe God don't want to explain everything to every person that ever had a question who ever existed

>>41254031 (OP)
Jester Jesus Clown Christ Yeshua Usless Ben Yosef Ruach Racca HaKodesh of worthlessness useless good for nothing waste of time obtaining Hallowed Hell casting tyraunt good for nothing throne potato 2000 years too late good for nothing sorry sack of crap that deserved every whip and beating and crucifixion he got and the heart of the earth, be there orever in hell no need for you to come back 3 racca days later scum. The 24 elders can gang bang your bum.

>>41257193
Who were the 24 elders? 4 that wouldn't bow? Weren't those Josephs prophets?
Mary's Joseph btw not the oldndays one. Also one of those two was crucified and Yeshua got away from the cage y'all had him in. Hen and Hades were never whipped either, couldn't even get close.

Me though? 3 days in the hospital reborn. Prophecy complete.

Proof the Bible is the word of God: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9l5ZEsXjNVI
1 Cor. 15:3-4: “For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures; And that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures:”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EAtR40sue5M

Romans 3:23: “For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;”
Jesus Christ is God who has come to earth from heaven in the flesh. He died as a sinless sacrifice for the sins of the whole world to save you from eternal hell, the punishment for your sin. He was buried, then resurrected and is now in heaven. John 3:16: “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” Romans 10:9: “That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.
John 10:28: "And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand."
God wants to forgive you, but you have a choice: Either choose this evil world and be punished along with it, or choose to submit to the will of God and be saved. Your own deeds, no matter how good you think they are, can NEVER justify you. You're corrupt and need to be saved. Romans 5:9: “Much more then, being now justified by his blood, we shall be saved from wrath through him.” Salvation is by grace through faith in Jesus Christ, in what HE did for you. Only He can wash away all of your sins with His blood. Salvation is a gift, it can't be earned. Do you choose the righteousness of God or your righteousness? Heaven or hell?

Eph. 2:8-9: “For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast.”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbPchtYsXNo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_VRT2FFXntc

>>41257305
Yeah nah

Pharasies wrote your Bible.

Your on watcher time now seth

By grace do I get high smoke weed 420 yo nigga

>>41254087
>i know
>gpt slop
kek

>>41258671
By the Gods!

Blessed be the White Widow from the lesbian Dealer we once had!

California girls were undeniable

>>41254087
The creator could not be the almighty and not know the almighty exists but be aware of His principles through observation. If this were the case he would probably refer to himself as I am. And here we are made in his image with no technical proof but undeniably aware of something.

>>41254087
>I know the creator just got things wrong. Happens. I don't have questions. It is what it is.

The creator did nothing wrong.
And for you to think it’s wrong, or for you to get angry, or to be sad because things don’t go the way you want…
That shows you don’t really believe in divinity.
You’re trapped in matter.
Because being angry, disagreeing with reality, those are idols. You’re creating an idol.
And that’s what appears in the second commandment:
“You shall have no other gods before me.”
Those gods are the belief that going through reality, the universe, should go the way you want.
That is, you place yourself in God’s position.

You believe what you think is correct.
And because of that, well, maybe God is wrong.
Reality is wrong.
God does not make mistakes.
He did not make a mistake.
Be more humble.

>>41258720
Lol clearly the potter who knits people in the womb makes mistakes I mean look at Rocky Dennis, alright? And children that get cancer. HA. Flawed flesh god.

>>41258734
>Lol clearly the potter who knits people in the womb makes mistakes I mean look at Rocky Dennis, alright? And children that get cancer. HA. Flawed flesh god.


And the horrible diseases children have, and wars, and rape, yes, evil exists.
There are events that are not pleasant.
That doesn’t mean that God does them, or commits them.
They are truly horrible situations that fill us with great sorrow and sadness, but…
We understand that we must have absolute faith in the Creator, and that even the bad, in the end, is for good.
If we don’t have faith in that, if we think the world is broken, how can we believe that in the future things will go well?
How can we believe there will be a better world to come?

Simply put, if you think God messed up, that it’s His mistake, that all of this is His responsibility and not ours,
like I said, you’re trapped in matter.

I know it may seem like flaws in the Creator’s system. no.
It happens, for example, because it’s necessary for the growth of that soul, or for the souls around it.
Because ultimately, you must understand that what we are here in matter is not really who we are.
That’s just a temporary avatar.
And from this life there will be experiences that our higher self will integrate.
But that higher self is not who you are now,
It’s the sum of all your incarnations (more than this really).
Though that word isn’t quite right, because we don’t reincarnate, It’s more like the soul spins around. loops.

But I get your point of view...

>>41258790
>Simply put, if you think God messed up, that it’s His mistake, that all of this is His responsibility and not ours, like I said, you’re trapped in matter.

I was born trapped in matter because God is a psychopathic prison warden that hates me for being spiritually superior to them.

>>41258942
God didn’t put you here. You decided you wanted to take another turn. It’s your decision. The life you’ve chosen, the family, everything you chose it. It may not seem like you made that deal directly with God, but you did decide to come, like everyone else. We chose to return because, when we disincarnate, we can see reality. And we know that what’s best for our soul is to return, (although “reincarnate” isn’t really the best word), since not doing it would be an insult to the gift of freedom, subjectivity, and life that God gives us.

The subjective thoughts of each person, what we are, wouldn’t exist if only God existed, because the finite cannot contain the infinite. So God allows a space for finitude, and within that finitude, we exist. Returning to matter It’s something inevitable you’ll do if your life has been a mess, if you’re, let’s say, “dirty”, because you’ll feel ashamed of what you did with your life and with that gift, and you’ll want to come back to do it better.

And to do it better doesn’t mean doing it the easy way. Some people come back on “easy mode,” some on “hard mode,” depending on what each one needs.

Fight, have faith, and do your best, things will go much better for you.

Nobody hates you.

And as for being “spiritually superior” with that mindset, honestly, you’re very low. Sorry to say it, but you’re very, very low.
Work harder.

>>41259039
>not doing it would be an insult to the gift of freedom
How does throwing ourselves back into the material prison world honor the "gift of freedom"?

>you’ll want to come back to do it better
How can we do it better if we don't remember the lessons from our past lives?

>Fight, have faith, and do your best, things will go much better for you.
So, do whatever I feel is best. Got it.

>>41259039
>And as for being “spiritually superior” with that mindset, honestly, you’re very low. Sorry to say it, but you’re very, very low.

Why would God blind and imprison himself?
Why would God blind and imprison someone less spiritually developed?

Stop worshiping the piece of shit that treats you like livestock.

>>41259105
>how does materiality honor freedom

Because by returning to materiality to learn and be tested and judged (not critiqued but evaluated) you justify the origjnal reason for the experiment. Without this validation the experiment could be considered done, which would end the possibility of yours and countless others opportunity of experiencing their own awareness.

>>41259105
>How does throwing ourselves back into the material prison world honor the "gift of freedom"?
Because you are showing your will to be in life in the best way possible.

>How can we do it better if we don't remember the lessons from our past lives?
Because you do remember the lessons from the past, all the good things you know aren’t lost, you already have them, but there’s still shit you have to fix, and that you don’t know. But it’s very easy to know what it is: the problems you have are what you need to fix. It’s that simple. It’s right in front of your face. If you’ve got addiction problems, then it’s the addiction. If you get angry all the time, or you’ve got issues with your family, then that’s it. That’s your problem, and it’s right in front of you. All the good stuff from your past reflections , you already have it. You already have it, forever.

>Fight, have faith, and do your best, things will go much better for you.
Good and evil are objective, from our perspective they are. And choosing between good and evil matters. It’s not about what you think is best, but what is best. What you think might be good might actually be good, or it might not.

>>41259128
>Why would God blind and imprison himself?
God doesn’t imprison Himself. If you can explain why you think that, maybe we can work it out.

>Why would God blind and imprison someone less spiritually developed?
God doesn’t imprison you in this reality. This reality is perfect for the purpose it has.
The limits of the body, the limits of time, of space, the limits of language are perfect.
Within the evil that is the limits, in the evil of suffering there is a perfection, which is the only way we can have knowledge of good and evil, in which we can choose freely.
In the other life we really don’t have as much freedom as here.
Imagine that God, let’s imagine Him as the caricature of a man with a beard, all-powerful, imagine He arrives from the sky. Do you think people would still keep behaving badly? If they were in front of God? If their actions were instantaneous?
Here we have the limit of time, because our actions don’t have an immediate consequence, on the other side they are instantaneous.
A time where there is no time.

>>41259140
>>41259146
>>41259167

So, the "experiment" is experiencing the world, and we can't experience it properly unless we start from scratch with new, ignorant lives?

>Because you do remember the lessons from the past, all the good things you know aren’t lost, you already have them
Name one lesson that you remember from your past lives.

>God doesn’t imprison Himself. If you can explain why you think that, maybe we can work it out.
Either God is the source of our consciousness (he imprisons himself) or not (he imprisons someone else). Which is it?

>Within the evil that is the limits, in the evil of suffering there is a perfection,
You make our reality sound like a carefully designed video game:
>which is the only way we can have knowledge of good and evil,
Games keep score of your progress, they have definitive measures of "good" and "evil"- you are "good" if your score goes up.
>in which we can choose freely. In the other life we really don’t have as much freedom as here.
I have more "freedom" to commit crimes in Grand Theft Auto or Minecraft, but I don't have the same raw amount of freedom in those games than I do on Earth. What freedom are you talking about?
>Here we have the limit of time, because our actions don’t have an immediate consequence, on the other side they are instantaneous.
Games punish you for mistakes much more clearly than real life does.

So is the "experiment" of life essentially a video game?

>>41259222
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You’re not supposed to remember them like “Oh, I was a pirate and I remember that in that life I learned this.” No, it’s not like that. What you already naturally know, that’s what you’ve learned. That’s it. It’s in you. You don’t need to remember anything because you already know it.

Ultimately, if we go to the very bottom of it, everything is God. Truly, God is One. You are not God. I am not God. Just like a cell in your hand is not you. That doesn’t mean all the parts are God. It’s much more complex than that.
He doesn’t imprison Himself. Because what actually exists is a void. It’s not God. But saying it like that, it carries the residue of God. It has something like a trace of God. Because without that, there couldn’t be anything. All consciousness, life, comes from there. How can I put it? I’m trying to find a metaphor... I am sorry I can not.

>So is the "experiment" of life essentially a video game?

It’s the best explanation, really, the video game. Imagine your higher self is a person playing video games, and each life is a different game. So depending on the game, there will be things it enjoys more. What it enjoys, that’s what will stay forever in your higher self.
Imagine that higher self is still being formed. It’s not fully made yet. And in order to be made, it needs to have experiences here. Otherwise, you’d be like an angel or some kind of being with no freedom at all. But here, you’re going to have certain freedoms in this reality to create your final self.
Which is not this character. It’s not you right now. You, when you die, your current name, your beliefs, what you feel, will disappear.
You only have one life. You will never return. I will never return. It’s over. We have this life.

But the good things we draw from it, those are eternal.

>>41259316

Who would want to incarnate as all the billions of Chinese and Indian people in the world? Why is this "video game" such a boring mess? Who in their right mind would willingly play this shit over and over? Is this really the best game that we, or God, can come up with?
These days people spend more time in fictional worlds that WE create, because the "real" world is so shit. The theory doesn't make sense.

>>41259358
Not all human beings have a soul that can ascend or reincarnate. Many are simply tools, vessels animated by something, but without a transcendent core. Without form.

This is not new. The Gnostics already explained it with the division between hylics, psychics, and pneumatics. The game isn’t made for everyone.

>>41259358
>These days people spend more time in fictional worlds that WE create, because the "real" world is so shit. The theory doesn't make sense.

There’s nothing wrong with enjoying those fictional worlds, whether it’s video games, movies, a book, whatever... there’s nothing wrong with it. It’s a way to spend time, to enjoy yourself, and you can learn things from them too.
As long as you keep your goal clear and don’t spend your whole life just doomscrolling or playing games nonstop. Enjoying them from time to time, I see no issue at all.

And doing good, living well, doesn’t mean making sacrifices like fasting, never playing anything, or only reading philosophy books. That’s not what it’s about. You’re in the world, enjoy it, eat what you like, give love, do what you want, enjoy life. But understand that you’re just passing through, and that something higher exists.
While you enjoy, keep your goal clear and don’t stray from it.
It’s about trying to do the best you can. Not being perfect. Not being a saint. Just, a little. Whatever you can fix in this life, even a bit, that will be eternal for your soul. Focus on one or two things you can fix, and that’s it. Say sorry to someone. Whatever comes to mind. That’s good.

>>41259316
Well said. Understanding rhythm or pitch are perfect examples. Many esoteric meta systems like the kabbalah emphasize balance or equilibrium. The hidden wisdom we don't need to be taught.

>>41259440
>Well said. Understanding rhythm or pitch are perfect examples. Many esoteric meta systems like the kabbalah emphasize balance or equilibrium. The hidden wisdom we don't need to be taught.

Well, you shouldn’t get obsessed with that whole equilibrium thing. It’s not about being static. Static equilibrium. You go fluctuating, from one side to the other. You give, you receive, you give, you receive… But yes, in general it’s like you said. BUT don’t focus too much on balance, it is important, but it’s not a static balance, it’s a balance in motion.

>>41259404

>As long as you keep your goal clear and don’t spend your whole life just doomscrolling or playing games nonstop. Enjoying them from time to time, I see no issue at all.
You didn't really answer the question of why one would want to keep reincarnating here, just to spend most of our time either doing drudgework to survive, or spend our free time pretending to be somewhere else besides Earth.

>It’s about trying to do the best you can. Not being perfect. Not being a saint. Just, a little. Whatever you can fix in this life, even a bit, that will be eternal for your soul. Focus on one or two things you can fix, and that’s it. Say sorry to someone. Whatever comes to mind. That’s good.
So far, my biggest takeaways from this life are:
-Many if not most people, despite being the same species as me, are NPC's metaphorically if not literally ("hylics" as the other post would put it)
-The humans that ARE creative and soulful are capable of making better worlds than whoever created this one
-Most of us would rather be somewhere else
Are these lessons worth preserving into my next lives? I didn't start off thinking all this, I came to these conclusions reluctantly and after much disappointment, so they must be lessons from *this* life.
Your theory seems to suggest that people will alternate between "empath" and "psychopath", which doesn't present any actual goal, just a merry-go-round of constant evil and pain.

>>41259464
Perhaps the balance is between empathy and psychopathy, between oneness and separation.
We don't want to just be God, but we don't want to just be ourselves either.
Both get boring after a while.

>>41259493
>You didn't really answer the question of why one would want to keep reincarnating here, just to spend most of our time either doing drudgework to survive, or spend our free time pretending to be somewhere else besides Earth.

because there is not that fun, there we dont have that much free will as here, as I said.

>Imagine that God, let’s imagine Him as the caricature of a man with a beard, all-powerful, imagine He arrives from the sky. Do you think people would still keep behaving badly? If they were in front of God? If their actions were instantaneous?
Here we have the limit of time, because our actions don’t have an immediate consequence, on the other side they are instantaneous.

>>41259493
>Are these lessons worth preserving into my next lives?
Yes, all the good keeps with your soul, forever.
The bad also is with you, but you can clean it, the good, you won’t want to clean it, obviously.
And like I said before: you, your current self, all your characters are not "you". They’re just characters. The next lives don’t matter. Yes, everything you learn that is new and good, sorry, it accumulates. The bad too, and you’ll have to clean that, probably through suffering, because that’s how you clean.
When you clean dirt from somewhere, you scrub, it causes damage. Same here, okay? Cleaning yourself hurts.

But yes, everything is preserved, but that’s not the point. Don’t focus on the next lives. Focus on this one. This is your life. Do the best you can.

>>41259580
Another important thing: when I say “you” from before, in quotes, it doesn’t mean that the current “you” has a one-to-one player. That the character is also a player. It could be that one player controls several characters. That is, we might share a soul.
Or it could even be that several players are controlling several characters at the same time, meaning we share parts of a soul, and together "we" ’re trying to fix it.

It’s like a kind of puzzle, where each player is trying to repair certain pieces. And sometimes, someone might feel that their way of being suddenly changes. That something happened after waking up one morning.
Maybe a dream, because things come through dreams, very important things, maybe something happened in the subconscious and something shifts that day. Let’s keep that in mind.

>>41259543
>because there is not that fun, there we dont have that much free will as here, as I said.
There, we had the free will to decide to live on Earth. Here, we don't have that free will.
I can steal a car in both real life and in Grand Theft Auto. My GTA character can't steal a car in real life.
I can choose to play Grand Theft Auto as long as I want to. My GTA character has to keep existing as long as I want him to.
How does my GTA character have more freedom than me?

>>41259517
Maybe the real God was the dichotomy we realized along the way.

>>41259625
You’re falling into a false analogy: a GTA character has no consciousness or will and can’t have more freedom than you.
You’re also confusing free will with the absence of limits: having restrictions doesn’t mean being unable to choose.

>>41259636
From a Christian perspective, it would be the balance between oneness with God (Jesus) and separation from God (Satan)
From an Eastern perspective, it would be the balance between yang (heaven) and yin (earth)

>>41259668
>>You’re falling into a false analogy: a GTA character has no consciousness or will
Its will and consciousness are fragments of my own.
>and can’t have more freedom than you.
Earlier you stated that
>In the other life we really don’t have as much freedom as here.
so which is it?

People fuck around in the future and they got a find out someday how it'll cost them

>>41259685
That the character receives fragments of your consciousness doesn’t make it free; it still has no will of its own.
And saying there is less freedom “there” doesn’t mean the character has more freedom than you here. You’re mixing different planes.

>Earlier you stated that
Possibly because English is not my native language, I might make mistakes. If you can tell me exactly where I said that so I can correct it, thank you.

>>41259708
You were arguing against my initial claim that this world is a prison. Here are some quotes from your earlier posts:
>Imagine that higher self is still being formed. It’s not fully made yet. And in order to be made, it needs to have experiences here. Otherwise, you’d be like an angel or some kind of being with no freedom at all. But here, you’re going to have certain freedoms in this reality to create your final self.
>Within the evil that is the limits, in the evil of suffering there is a perfection, which is the only way we can have knowledge of good and evil, in which we can choose freely. In the other life we really don’t have as much freedom as here.
>We chose to return because, when we disincarnate, we can see reality. And we know that what’s best for our soul is to return, (although “reincarnate” isn’t really the best word), since not doing it would be an insult to the gift of freedom, subjectivity, and life that God gives us.
These posts seem to suggest that this world gives us freedom. But, if we indeed have less freedom here than wherever our souls come from, doesn't that make this world a prison by definition? Even if, for some reason, we decided to come here?

>>41259734
Okay, Iget it.

Let’s see… In the other world, we don’t have as much freedom because everything we choose there will be good. If we’ve done bad things here and go to the other world, we’ll want to cleanse the bad. Over there, you choose between good or very good. The range of choices is smaller.
Why? Because we have God "right in front of us".

An angel, for example, doesn’t have free will at all. It can’t choose... it follows orders. It follows orders. Even the bad angels, the fallen angels, demons, they follow God’s orders. Okay? They’re workers.

We are like the child, the son of the company’s boss. We know we have to behave because the company belongs to dad, but we can move around the company however we want, pretty much. Some guard might say something because he has to do his job. Some person might give us chocolate because they’re kind to us. I don’t know. Picture it like that.

Here in reality, in duality, since God isn’t fully "visible", we can choose also the evil.

In the other world, it doesn’t mean we see God as He truly is. it’s all fractal. But at this level of fractality, God’s presence is much smaller. The less present God’s faculties are, the more room for action there is.
So it’s not that we’re slaves or anything like that. It’s that you truly know what evil is, and you’re not going to choose it. You wouldn’t drink bleach instead of water or Coca-Cola, because you know bleach will harm you. It’s like that.

The absence of God is the absence of knowledge, of consciousness.

>>41259767
So, by choosing to go into a world where we can make truly evil choices, and not making those choices, we prove ourselves to be truly good? Instead of only being good because we know God is judging us?
The thing is, what's considered "good" here might be totally different than what's "good" on other layers of reality. Example: killing people in a video game could be good, even if killing them in our world is wrong. So what is the consistent "good" in all layers of reality, that we are supposed to be learning and proving here in this world?

>>41259788
>So, by choosing to go into a world where we can make truly evil choices, and not making those choices, we prove ourselves to be truly good? Instead of only being good because we know God is judging us?
>The thing is, what's considered "good" here might be totally different than what's "good" on other layers of reality. Example: killing people in a video game could be good, even if killing them in our world is wrong. So what is the consistent "good" in all layers of reality, that we are supposed to be learning and proving here in this world?

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It doesn’t matter what’s expected of you. The point here isn’t to prove that you’re truly good. What’ should be normal, is choosing good.
And God isn’t judging you. You have your work to do. If you don’t do it, then you will say, “Damn, I messed up! I’ll do it again.”
But… if you choose to stay where you are, well, that’s your decision. Still, in the end, out of shame, to put it simply (though it’s probably way more complex than that), you’ll come back to do it right.

And again, like I said before: it’s not that the “you” right now is being controlled by a single player. There isn’t just one player per character. There can be several players per character, or one player controlling several characters.
It’s like a puzzle. We have different parts of soul. Some people have a complete soul, but in general, no. We have parts. And sometimes we share soul. Or we share parts of a soul.

And you’re asking, “What’s considered good here, is it the same as elsewhere?”
>As above, so below. As below, so above.

And again, about the video game, you’re mixing things. A video game isn’t real. This is real. Life is real.
Just because life might look like a video game doesn’t make it one. IIt’s real. And it’s serious.
We use the video game as a metaphor. A comparison. But it’s not literally a game. A game is fantasy. Life is not fantasy.

>>41259805
>And you’re asking, “What’s considered good here, is it the same as elsewhere?”
>As above, so below. As below, so above.

So, good is the same everywhere, but the capacity for evil grows the further down we delve into lower layers of reality, and we come down here because we want that freedom to be more and more evil, but if we choose evil, we don't accomplish anything.
So all we're doing here is intentionally forgetting what goodness is, so we can spend time re-learning it, because... goodness is bland and boring?

Thy kingdom come thy wil be done on earth as it is in heaven

earth is nothing like heaven

Jesus feeds me like shit I want to eat better than 2 slices of 711 pizza as a pan handling bum every day

Jesus and Jehovah are fuckin faggets with the useless Holy Ghost!

I love money more fuck HIM!

>>41259926
This man must be a prophet

>>41259950
Ruach Racca Kodesh can depart from me
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I want a couple millions from Kenneth Copeland or he can honestly pass away already richy rich Christian scum these bastards can't help me the body of Christ is racca useless scum to me I want to be cut off from the body of Christ and go back into the angel of the air that works in the children of Lucifer honestly fuck Jesus I need money always do need money heil Satan and I'll be a friend of the world for friendship of the world feeds me and gives me spare change and weed and beer the racca kodesh can't keep me sober prayer is bullshit most times and his perfect timing is bullshit

May things go my way in Lucifer so mote it be my life my desires $

Jester Jesus Joker Jehovah Clown Christ hell casting throne potato tyrant 2000 years too late sorry sack of unleaven bread eatin bood drinkin vampire piece of long haired tranny lookin fagget who deserved his whips and crucifixion!

HOLY SPIRIT DEPART FROM ME!

>>41254031 (OP)
Lucifer! I'm sorry. So sorry sweet Satan. Lucifer I'm sorry. Sorry sweet Satan. Unto thee do I plead, the Holy Ghost just isn't good enough for me! Unto thee do I plead. Oh sweet Satan. Lucifer I'm sorry. Set me financially free! Or to my heart beat may it cease! I'm tired of living! The Hoy Ghost isn't good enough for me! If I won't die then set me financially free. Oh sweet Satan! Lucifer be my sugar daddy, and set me financially free! Jesus won't help me, with money he sucks. Satan set me financially free! All the glory, unto thee. Satan set me financially free. Lucifer my lord, if thou set me free, unto Satan I plead to thee. Bless me, god of this world, for the Christians and churches have failed me! Fallen angels fallen angels I join Lucifer tonight. As I dive into his light, and disregard the sun's light. Satan sweet satan my night time Jesus sweet Lucifer! I shalt worship thee and praise thee and lift you up as my body of Christ. Our father, who fell from Heaven, Satan be thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth before it pass. Give me this day lots of money indeed. And set me financially free. As you have given the kingdoms of the nations unto others. And lead me to freedom, delivering me from Christians. For thine is the kingdom on earth, the power on earth, and the glory on earth, unto this world shall pass, may thou forever last, so mote it be. Praise Lucifer yea praise the prince! So sorry sweet Satan for it was Jesus that made me trespass you. Lead me not into temptation, but deliver me from poverty. Make me the best human I can be of myself. Christianity killed my desire to live. The church ruined my life. Avenge me oh Satan from all mine enemies yea curse them with the power of Beelzebub, and defeat the accusing Christians. Satan help Satan help set me financially free! I desire many millions of dollars, make me rich sweet Satan! Amen! Jehovah failed me Jesus failed me the Holy Ghost failed me! Amen! Fuck the fellowship!

>>41258720
Who or what's actions led to the creation of the current nature-state of material existence.

Moving beyond blame is part of the logos with overcoming the ego in the consideration. Whether you had a physical body or not, having once had physical experiences precludes a non-physical entity talking shit to you and telling you what to do, or preaching understanding and guidance of the current meta.

We got here. We made the network. We connect with one another. No God's or kings. You have made it into an idol yourself, and until you believe in you, we will continue this dance inside the torus.

>>41259039
Who told you that?

And you believed them? Did you come up with it yourself or did someone else tell you?

Is every thought you think in the same voice? No? Interesting if so.

Have you ever thought why they call it killing time, when really we're trading time? And not even proper Time. Just little measurements of it. No control. And money is basically as close as we get to controlling time, a little trick to share time with one another without having been there, because we're limited.

Time is the enemy. And your faggot ass line about "you chose this" shows how young you are in terms of understanding the fight with the enemy. Go spend your time. It's all we have right.

>>41259984
Adonay to you then lmao. Dirty Jew Joseph that never came home.
>>41260072
Satan is Buddha now to you so better be safe what 15 dimensions you pray to now submission queen. Hope the wife's okay. Carbon date the soul, see what you find samefilt blBub won't listen I know her well! Nice try though!

Also not Jesus. Yours already came and you whipped and ate a titan John not Judas or yeshua

I'll pray for you that the holy spirit demon crew with you departs too

>>41259493
The issue with your question is it requires a certain fire of spirit to be given a truthful answer which people have pussyfooted around.

God is flawed.
So are we.
In it's infinity, whatever God is, the flaws are infinite. It cannot see past them.
We are different in that regard. We are forced to loop. We are not infinite.
A soul is possible. In every human shape. Most don't bother cultivating one. A soul is not automatic. It does not appear at birth necessarily.
Some humans are more sensitive to stimuli. There are five basic senses. There are non-basic senses. Individuals who are more sensitive can abuse or manipulate their greater connection with reality to shape it.

We can shape reality to our will and defeat God. But that would require individuals admitting that the situation is fucked, and we are alone together. And many will not face that truth and survive unbroken.

I have too much of a creative mind for those stinking churches to not utilize. I can speak in tongues, type infinite amount of unknown words, speak cryptic with double antandras, speak parables, make epistles, I can baish demons making Lucifer bow down, I can baptize, I can preach a Holy SPirit seminar better than the guy from South Africa, and all this shit but did the Churches use me? Not good enough just because AAAAW I'm JAH's special dramatized reader! Reading the Bible in Churches better than everyone else! I bet the Freemasons would use my brain for better works than the forsaking churches I mean I got talent here forsaken now it's week 7.

When will the shower be fixed?
Should I curse my landlord until the shower be fixed?

>>41259856
Good also grows, to the infinite

Can my fuckin erection go away it's like God WANTS me to masturbate to porn what a fuckin loser hey asshole Jehovah hey faggot Jesus hey racca useless Holy Ghost stop my boner asshole I don't want to jack off to get rid of it loser hypocryte liar death to the bible!

Jesus feeds me like shit fuck him he says don't worry about what you eat or what you drink fuck you Jesus you feed me like shit scumbag fuck your Holy Ghost!

I never get to choose the clothes I wear or the color of my winter jackets and its all shit Jesus is shit don't get baptized be warned it's hell focus on money it's all that matters Jehovah and Jesus are fuckin losers absolute poor creating homeless bum faggets that feed like shit garbage hang Jesus on fuckin hooks in a slaughter house and disembowl him fuck you prick GIVE ME MONEY GIVE ME FOOD FUCK YOU HAIL SATAN LUCIFER HELP HOLY GHOST DEPART FROM ME FUCKER DIE DIE DIE BURN IN HELL RUACH RACCA HAKODESH! May Lucifer be the angell sitting on the throne in the temple of my body for Lucifer should be the GOd within the kingdom within DIE JESUS DIE JEHOVAH FUCK U GOD FAGS DIE IM HUNGRY FUCK U NO MONEY FUCK U DIE FEED ME 711 SOME MORE ASSHOLE LORD DIE HALLOWED SCUM

I don't pity church mass shootings, and you can quote me on that.

>>41254031 (OP)
I talked to god 2 months ago and we shot the shit over his nature. He doesn't like when I call him Jupiter but he can't prove me wrong about his Jupiter nature.

Peel Jesus's flesh off and hang him on hooks in a slaughter house and disembowel him

>>41254031 (OP)
I question God to the extent that when I'm bored sitting in bed he makes my hip bone go numb because he wants to wrestle with me.

I asked God if I would get married to a girl and start a family with her and what I did is I took some dice and I said God will I marry her? 3 I will and then I threw my dice and I rolled a 3 and than I said God will I impregnate her and then she’ll give birth to my baby? 3 she will and I threw my other dice and I got another 3 and I’ve done this over and over again I got the same results and I also asked God if he would promise me that she will be my wife and that she’ll have my baby and I said if he does promise me that let me roll 3 three times in a row so I threw my dice into this little box over and over again and after a while God did control my dice and I rolled a 3 and then I picked up the dice and threw it again and I rolled another 3 and then I picked it up and I threw it one more time and got another 3 which is exactly what I asked God for so now I believe that God promised me that I’ll marry that girl and she’s going to have my baby and I call her my promise girl like she’s the promise land

Here’s the dice questions to God

https://share.icloud.com/photos/006ciALp8uuhgZ-R3nJCRF6sg

https://share.icloud.com/photos/0cbpLFCxAFWtS0R7aWY_UrqPA

Here’s another one

https://share.icloud.com/photos/020cmDcxPN3O97ZzBiN9Ow9Cg

Life is so boring being poor fuck this.
I want multi millions I'd go to Speeders Pro Karts and I'd go to the water park but I got sores like Lazerus fuck God and I'd go to the mini theme park or play golf fuck Jesus heil $atan and the almighty dollar big faces on the bills!

>>41264609
>I want multi millions
Too bad Father won't provide since Jesus was just a bum who makes true Christians suffer poor and homeless or spiritually smart but worldly handicapped so they go on schizobucks!
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EdwV5IkFCFg

If there was a Church of Satan in my city I'd attend a service not debating or preaching anything.

>>41258720
>oy vey goyim ur creating an idol!!!?!?!? by questioning our cult filled with child abusers who worship in front of a roman torture device which is definitely not an idol
>but ur friends and family r idols goyim
>confess ur sins to the worst of all sinners goyim, and make sure to tithe, btw love of money is the root of all kinds of evil, make sure to give it to the child abusing cult leader
>disagree? U must have a demon, u better make sure to cause further harm to yourself by denying yourself food

My will my desires no gods no masters!