Thread 41262945

For the last three months the faces of people that I dislike have been popping into my mind's eye. I have no control over this, and it has fucking destroyed me. I used to be able to escape to whatever fantasy I wanted and vividly imagine it, but now I can't get rid of the faces that remind me that I am stuck as a wagie.

It's so bad that I have started having problems with sleep. Some nights the images have been so repetitive that I can't fall asleep.

What causes this? How do I stop it? Is this some kind of telepathy or are the people that I see in my mind going to damage my brain?

>>41262945 (OP)
same bro. the shitheads get to ya sometimes. improving your diet sleep exercise and daily habits will objectively help. personally it's hard to decide if gratitude and empathy feel better (it does feel good) than more of a realistic what can you do about the past kind of view. the troll view son of man also tickles my mind.

>>41262945 (OP)
Go on a walk/short hike once a week
My mind never shuts/stops unless I'm actively doing something - I've come to view it as a double edged gift/ability
In your case it feels like you/your subconscious is anxious/fearful
Doing something that builds your power control will likely help

>>41262945 (OP)
I have the same thing but more with facts and events than people. Just constantly envisioning everything that I don't want to be true or that makes me uncomfortable and confused and angry or sad. It never stops, only sometimes goes into the background, but it's always there and it makes my body feel like I'm about to have a heart attack all the time. I can make it slightly better by 'filling' my brain with something loud and overwhelming but abstract, like imagining loud TV static and flashing colours. But I can't focus on anything else when I'm doing that and it isn't perfect.
In your case I don't think it's telepathy because it's just faces. That says much more about the spiritual harm of the place/context you're seeing these people in originally (work?)

>>41263496
I'll try doing that, but the few times I've tried going for a walk I still somehow manage to return to the images. Getting rid of people's faces really is difficult. Nothing's been this persistent in my life and intrusive at the same time, it really makes calm moments scarce.

>>41263569
That's something I've heard before. The trauma sticks to you unlike anything else. Techniques like yours of the overwhelming images are good as well, just hard to pull off (because of the possibility of getting the intrusive mental images instead)

The fact that this is triggered with certain people and contexts, like extremelly overwhelming type of personality / maybe real life psychos, makes me believe it is something supernatural. Like the type of person that can leave such an imprint on someone else must have a bizarre thing going on. Wish I knew how to ward myself against their weird aura.

CAPTCHA: STD 2J

>>41264610
You're suffering a debuff
You'll figure something out anon

>>41262945 (OP)
My mind gets raped every second of every day and I get terrorized, abused, harassed, threatened etc for literally anything I think, constantly, in real time in real life, I get sexually abused for my thoughts, disgusting trannies try to insinuate themselves into anything I think and putrefy every thought about literally anything until it becomes impossible to think about anything without being forced to think about how they're going to abuse, harass, terrorize, threaten me for my thoughts or putrefy it or try to make it about them somehow. God is a retarded tranny who does this on purpose to make my life hell because he thinks he has the right to make me miserable not just in material reality but in my imagination too then he makes retarded threads like this pretending that the intended outcomes of his behavior isn't his fault

>>41262945 (OP)
Tbh, this just sounds like textbook OCD to me. Being forced by your mind to endure thoughts and images which cause you great anhuish and you are not in the power of getting rid of. (Intrusive thoughts, as psychologists call it)
Ngl, if it has gotten to a point where it starts to disrupt your sleep and in consequence your waking day, you should take it serious and do something about it.

Same with me. This only ever was allowed to happen after I lived in the USA for a while. Take that as you will.

>>41262945 (OP)
Try forgiveness, I know it may sound like it won’t help but I think it does make people feel better. Otherwise you’ll just keep being mad at them.

>>41265675
>Take that as you will.
Not a big fucking mystery, anyone that wasn't accustomed from birth to this hypermaterialistic violent cultureless shithole would take damage to his soul living there.

>>41262945 (OP)
Stop using Imagining process to escapism, this makes your own mind exhausted over time, and you become emotionally inti mental slavery.
Start to use the Imagining process as a Tool for your development.

>>41262945 (OP)
motherfucker youre getting egodystonic intrusive images
i would know because i have ocd and psychosis (delusional disorder) myself

dont ask questions on this schizo board go to a doctor

>>41265605
have you tried not being a teenager?

>>41262945 (OP)
you should spend more time with people who have no faces, until the symptoms go away.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=OHQRo3Uz_VQ&pp=0gcJCfwJAYcqIYzv

>>41262945 (OP)
never done the cord cutting ritual myself but my understanding is that people often do it in similar situations and at least from what little i have heard about it it doesn't seem unsafe