Thread 41287311

I attributed God’s power to something not only physical but demonic. I think that is the only reason why I was able to be contacted by this demonic entity. When I performed this makeshift ritual I legitimately thought I would gain the same sort of divine favor as Jesus did. When you worship other gods, you aren’t blaspheming the Holy Spirit. But I did by thinking that spiritual power was something physical and the work of, in my world view at the time, other “gods” that were only evil in the eyes of Yahweh.

I think it is over for me.

>>41287311 (OP)
It isn’t just the fact that I had the thought, it is the fact that I went through with the actions to prove that I truly believed it.

>>41287311 (OP)
St Augustine is clear on this matter. The unforgivable sin, i.e. blasphemy against the Holy Spirit, is only unforgivable because to reject the Holy Spirit is to reject divine grace, and therefore to put one's self in a position where one cannot repent and therefore cannot be redeemed. If you are repentant, you have not blasphemed against the Holy Spirit. However, it could be that you are not repentant, but are simply afraid.

>>41287311 (OP)
If you're worried about it then you're not guilty of it. But you are far from the kingdom and need to confess and repent of all these demonic things you've done and you will be saved from them

Read Mark 3:28-30. You will see that the only way "hath never forgiveness", is to tell Jesus in His face that He has an unclean spirit. Jesus Christ is in heaven right now so it's impossible to do that. Don't worry. Salvation is eternal.

If you're not sure the Bible is the word of God watch: youtube.com/watch?v=9l5ZEsXjNVI
How to know you're saved: youtube.com/watch?v=EAtR40sue5M

Romans 3:23: “For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;”
Jesus Christ is God who has come to earth from heaven in the flesh. He died as a sinless sacrifice for the sins of the whole world to save you from eternal hell, the punishment for your sin. He was buried, then resurrected and is now in heaven. John 3:16: “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” Romans 10:9: “That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.
John 10:28: "And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand."
God wants to forgive you, but you have a choice: Either choose this evil world and be punished along with it, or choose to submit to the will of God and be saved. Your own deeds, no matter how good you think they are, can NEVER justify you. You're corrupt and need to be saved. Romans 5:9: “Much more then, being now justified by his blood, we shall be saved from wrath through him.” Salvation is by grace through faith in Jesus Christ, in what HE did for you. Only He can wash away all of your sins with His blood. Salvation is a gift, it can't be earned. Do you choose the righteousness of God or your righteousness? Heaven or hell?

Eph. 2:8-9: “For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast.”

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>>41287378
>>41287380
Orthodox, Catholic, Protestant

>>41287398
Repent from thinking what Jesus Christ did for us is pointless. Your works are not good enough to save you no matter what you do.

READ: Eph. 2:8-9: “For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast.”

You can't sell your soul. That's what the Parable of the Prodigal Son is about.

>thinking that spiritual power was something physical and the work of, in my world view at the time, other “gods” that were only evil in the eyes of Yahweh
Every pagan in the New Testament thought the same thing. Then they converted. You'll be fine.

>>41287415
Why would a demon appear to me in that moment talking in a way as if I fucked up?

>>41287378
What fool has use for shallow absolution. You think groveling to some lofty 'kingdom' will undo your choices?

>>41287311 (OP)
I've blasphemed the holy spirit on a cosmic level and I'm doing just fine. The holy spirit deserves to be knocked down a peg every once in awhile to test its true evolutionary benefits to humanity.

>>41287853
>as if I fucked up
Because that's what they want you to believe. Demons lie — that's their whole schtick, the entire reason Deuteronomic law forbids shit like witchcraft and sorcery — and the most common lie is always "You are beyond salvation, so give up already!"

They're carnies basically. They look for suckers to play their game, so stop playing ring toss with these disembodied turds and leave the circus already.

>>41287311 (OP)
Very, very, very few even understand what the holy spirit is. People say they do. They do not. Without the requite knowledge. You aren't going to even be able to.

Besides, one does not accidentally "sell" their soul. There is a distinction between selling yourself and forsaking yourself... one is like having an anchor around your waist as you drown, the other one is just sitting in a shallow pool face down... in your case all you need to do is exert the smallest of self-actualization. Take ownership, the 'soul' cannot be taken, it would easier to hold your breath until you cease to be.

>>41288147
She didn't say anything about me being damned but she was almost laughing at me as if I were a fool for believing what I did.

>>41287342
that isn't what it says in the scripture at all.
fml I literally committed the same sin as Jesus' detractors. i attributed Jesus' power to evil and went ahead with a makeshift ritual to cement my belief. i made satan my father. it's over.

NO. Blasphemy against the Holy Spirit can only happen after you experience the indwelling of God's personal agent + lineage. Not rejection of information.
Relax, repent, gain understanding and accept Jesus as Lord. Stop being suppressed.

>>41292721
>after you experience the indwelling of God's personal agent + lineage
I think I did. With God's help I was able to quit masturbation for 10 months and go fully raw vegan for 7 months. This happened after I tried making a pact with demons by drinking and eating fermented foods because that is where I thought there spirits were.