>>41297648
Fuck off. I did plenty of productive things on it. But eventually I just stared at the wall. I'd be unable to be on time because I was spacing out for hours on end. I'll never understand it. That's why I quit using it. I only used for about a year ten years ago. But it permanently tweaked (no pun intended) my brain a little. Certain paranoiac thought patterns persist even when I know I need to ignore them.
The stuff is fun for a wild night out or even a weekend, but like most substances I can't get enough. If one ____ feels good then seven ____ will feel better. So I end up not sleeping for 4 days, staring at the wall, seeing shadow people on the roads (yes I was unfortunately still driving), and coming up with entirely fantastical realities I didn't know were real or hallucinated. Was I asleep and temporarily dreaming? Dreaming out loud? In a meth blackout on another plane or reality? I did it all. It was very weird but an adventure; new territory. I had to quit though. My skin was getting messed up and I didn't want to start having dental issues. Never again.
