>>41301069 (OP)
You have a low vibe, that's what you're putting out
And what you put out is what you get back
Simply, you are what causes your troubles
I can tell by your post. Firstly you assume you are low. Then you elevate your troubles. then you assume you are low again. This is a pattern you apparently have.
I am merely pointing this out, it is up to you if you wish to make a change or not. If you keep acting from low vibes then low vibes is what you get and you will continue these troubles. If you change your attitude by picking up better beliefs and definitions and discarding ones that cause the troubles, then you will magically be elevated above your troubles. It can take time, you'd have to persist and not question if you're doing it wrong. Be your preferable state of being.
Good luck