>>41427637 (OP)
So let me get this straight.
>Prefers to die, then dwell on his life of insignificance under the powers he now potentially ascends within. Meaning that speck of an imposition which is his human existence that occurred at some point in eternal progression has driven him completely useless to all angels and destinies except the termination of a being that spawned the very existence he defines as his own critical fulcrum for change. Thus, the meaning of his existence is the death of the chance at being born in the first place?
Let me tell you, a moment or a decade of being in one discipline is not the end result of all things, and striking at that which can potentially grant you power or knowledge and wisdom, or all of those things, is not virtuous.
The whine you probably have about your misery thus far is a baby crying at the curtains opening, only with exposure does one recognise there are numerous solutions just waiting to be plucked like cherry blossoms.
I shit you recruit.
