>>280545550>I don't particularly enjoy it and I get off to rather degenerate things a timesIf you feel anything other than blissful and relaxed after masturbating, you're jerking off to the wrong things. Your post-nut regret/shame/blues can be avoided by just jerking off to tasteful doujins or art that makes you happy when you're sober, instead of things you only find hot when you're horny. If you meant that the act of masturbation itself and the lead-up to orgasm are joyless, try edging.
>>280545378>>280545583What's with this assumption that you can't love your waifu and find her sexually attractive at the same time? Loving her and wanting to fuck her aren't mutually exclusive feelings, and being horny for her doesn't somehow displace, weaken, or "corrupt" your love for her. If anything, jerking off to lewds of your waifu makes you more attached to her, because cumming releases oxytocin (the "love hormone"), which is involved in strengthening social bonds. Get over yourself and look up some art or a doujin of her sometime, that shit's great.