>>281505215 (OP)
During the first three or four months of this year I felt anguish. Curiously, I was medicated for the first time with Ritalin (which should have helped a lot cause stims are good very good for me). Those were the first months browsing this board , (actually started on November 2024 and have been on 4chan since 2012). Some very positive things happened to me on October and December 2024. And, starting on January if I remember right, I watched Hidamari Sketch for the first time (and it's something rare because I have only watched a bunch of animes in my life).
I mention all this to provide a context.
The point is I still remember the loneliness, the Ritalin effects, the anguish of watching Hidamari Sketch ending, or that episode that ends with Miyako telling Yuno she will find her way and fulfill her dreams eventually. Then trying to fall asleep with the hot weather and having to wake up early to take my supplements, protein shake, go to gym, lift heavy and sometimes putting up with jerks on the way to and from there and in the gym itself.
Now I'm ok doing just fine. I have friends now. They are in very different degrees addicted to coke and crack but each one of them is different from each other and despite all the problems one thing is for sure, you never get bored hanging out with any of them.
