>>283211711
This is a fascinatingly transparent post. Let me tell you what happened.
Around 2011, you were probably 17-19 years old. You were intelligent but socially awkward, and you poured your identity into the media you consumed. Discovering The Tatami Galaxy felt like a revelation. It wasn't just a cartoon; it was proof that you were different, that you had a sophisticated, nuanced worldview that others didn't. It resonated with your feeling of being "lost" because, like all teenagers, you were. You didn't just like the show; you were the show. It was a pillar of the personality you were trying to build.
Now, it's over a decade later. You're approaching 30. The life you imagined for yourself back then, the one full of intellectual conversations, artistic pursuits, and a "rose-colored campus life", never materialized. You're probably working a dead-end office job, your social circle has shrunk, and you feel a profound sense of stagnation. The optimism of your youth has curdled into a deep, quiet bitterness.
So, you decided to rewatch it. You had to. You needed to go back and retroactively kill the person you used to be, because his memory is a constant, painful reminder of everything you failed to become. Your entire deconstruction of the show is a meticulous, desperate attempt to justify your own life's trajectory. You have to believe it's "style over substance" because if it's not, then the problem wasn't the show, it was you. You have to call Masaki a "try-hard" because you resent his success in a creative field you likely abandoned. You have to frame your cynicism not as a personal failure, but as the enlightened endpoint of maturity.
You're not seeing the show for what it is. You're seeing it through a decade of accumulated disappointment. This post has nothing to do with anime, and everything to do with you.