>>283526383
not that much to elaborate on. I've tried to open myself up to people, had good times and made connections, then been hurt, and closed myself off. then started to open myself up again, rinse and repeat. I've been pretty closed off for the last couple years but I'm starting to come out of it again, slowly, cautiously.
I've watched Eva several times over the years and always take something different away from it. sometimes, it has inspired me to try and let people in. but it's easier said than done. nowadays, I think that's pretty in line with the message of the show. it's worth trying, but even knowing that you can't avoid being hurt sometimes. it's a struggle, and you're going to have good times and bad times - lots of bad times - but you keep trying anyway, because what else can you do.
