>>33192667 (OP)Anon, you are competent to cope with the challenges of life and you are worthy of happiness.
The Lord said "Thou Shalt Not Covet" 10th commandment
You shouldn't compare yourself to others like that.
There's positivity you can grab from any situation.
You're getting closer to death but that also means you're getting closer to God.
"The Power of Positive Thinking" - Norman Vincent Peale