>>33195656 (OP)there is no where to go. see the ninth arcanum, the hermit. you are alone and raising your lantern to try and shine the way for this wretched humanity.
if you ever encountered people on the same energy level as yourself then it might not end well. intellectualism is vain and all your problems are still gonna be real. so you are still going to be on the hermits path in other words, trying to be patient, etc is a lonely path, no one can be patient for you.
the solace tends to be older texts. even stuff from the mccarthy era which is the last time they called bullshit out for real. anything after the 1980s is basically from the theme park era where everyone wants to be entertained, and everything has been boiled down to routines, subroutines and catchphrases, everything is meant to be fun or vain. just because a few are upset with is isnt going to change the trend, youll just be mocked with catchphrases until you go away if you show an inkling of thought in this world nowadays lol