I try to do things myself
> Nothing works out
I pray to God for help
> Nothing works out
I do nothing
> Nothing works out

What do I do? It all feels hopeless and pointless

>>33196046 (OP)
Romans 12:12 NKJV
[12] rejoicing in hope, patient in tribulation, continuing steadfastly in prayer;

If things aren't working out maybe God is saying no to something that ultimately is not good for you op. What specifically isn't working out?

>>33196051
>What specifically isn't working out?
The usual normie tier things (job, friends, etc.) but the real important thing to me at this point is attaining inner peace. I have been tormented by insecurity, low self esteem, depression, and everything in between since childhood. I can't progress until I conquer these emotions because they paralyze me in every aspect of life. I live in fear, and it holds me back to accomplish anything.

I've been praying for nearly 10 years now, and it's gone nowhere.

>>33196098
>I can't progress until I conquer these emotions because they paralyze me in every aspect of life. I live in fear, and it holds me back to accomplish anything.

Not trying to sound condescending as fuck with what I'm about to say:

Sounds like you've identified the problem and these problems are not something you can pray away. What if the journey of overcoming all these things is what is supposed to mold you into the person you are meant to be in order to fulfill God's plan later on and that's the actual plan.

>>33196046 (OP)
read job. literally doesn't matter if you like the plan. you can't make whales or brontosauruses.

>>33196171
>What if the journey of overcoming all these things is what is supposed to mold you into the person you are meant to be
I fear you're correct. Hence why I don't like God's plan for me. I wish I could give it to someone else. I just don't see how I can do it.

>>33196198
>read job. literally doesn't matter if you like the plan.
I have, and I know. I just wish the plan was bearable. I don't know what to do besides exist and wait for time to pass. Even Job wanted out.

>>33196299
>I don't like God's plan for me. I wish I could give it to someone else. I just don't see how I can do it.

Yeah it can be frustrating. There's even moments when I'm like "really? You got a fucked up plan". Yeah, I cuse at God, sometimes even out loud. I'm not perfect and never will be.

I don't think anyone feels like they can do it. But doesn't that sound exactly like scripture? Almost every story in there is like "Hey this is gonna totally suck but it's the story". Sometimes the story actually ends well.

Just remember that this is the plan. It's part of the plan. There is nothing insignificant or useless in the plan. The plan is divine and so is your part in it. As long as you are living towards "serving God and His plan" you're doing the correct thing. You wake up every day because you were not taken in the night. God has allowed you another day to serve Him all you gotta do is make an effort and know that God is also with you in this.

>>33196385
Also to pile on some more words that helped me. I once heard someone say that one way to know you're living towards God's plan is that things get harder. Not because God wants things to be harder for you, but because the evil in this world, that works against God's plan, is upset it's losing you to God.

Early on when these bad things would happen to me in that moment or sometimes even take a knee and just say out loud "Christ is King" and proceed with whatever i was doing. It helped ground me in the moment and keep me on the path.

>>33196385
>God has allowed you another day to serve Him all you gotta do is make an effort and know that God is also with you in this.

>>33196469
>I once heard someone say that one way to know you're living towards God's plan is that things get harder. Not because God wants things to be harder for you, but because the evil in this world, that works against God's plan, is upset it's losing you to God.

This just helped ground me right now as well. I do feel a bit better. Thanks for sharing that, Anon.

>>33196299
>I fear you're correct. Hence why I don't like God's plan for me. I wish I could give it to someone else. I just don't see how I can do it.

that which you need most is in the place you least want to look.

>>33196046 (OP)
Make your own plans. You have the fruit of knowledge in you.

Try therapy?

>>33196046 (OP)
God answers all prayers.
Sometimes the answer is No.

>>33196046 (OP)
>I don't like God's plan for my life
LOL. Get another plan, or preferably, make your own.

>>33196046 (OP)

God always listen to all of us prayers

DON'T GIVE UP, BE STRONG MY MAN!!!

>>33196046 (OP)
>What do I do?
Realising that God isn't real would be a good start.

>>33196046 (OP)
GOD IS VERY INSANE AND WE CANNIBALISE HIS WORLDLY EMANATION
TRY GOING OUT INTO THE WILD AND SHITTING IN A HOLE YOU DUG WITH YOUR OWN BARE HANDS
CHANGE YOUR PERSPECTIVE
FROM GAY OMNIPRESENT GOD TO PSYCHOPATHIC INDIFFERENT GOD

>>33196046 (OP)
You wouldn't be lost and everything would work out in your favor if you had a companion along your journey.

The problem is however all the good looking women who would make great wives and mothers are taken in high school and college the latest. Whatever remains is taken shortly after they enter the workforce. There exist very few good looking (7 and above) women that are single and have a good heart, are modest, raised in a decent family, soft spoken and pretty. The window of opportunity when they are single is very very narrow. These are the 2% of women, the highest stock of females this wonderful creation can offer. If you don't frequent their circles or the events they attend you have no chance of meeting them. Women also don't go anywhere alone, so whatever hobbies women have or events they attend it is done with their husband or boyfriend and if they are single with their groups of friends.

tldr; there simply aren't enough single good looking young white women to go around for everybody, they are rare and exist mostly in very niche places where men without social circles (loners) can't get in to

>>33196046 (OP)
To become a habitual winner means you must lose your way up to winning in the first place. You say you try to do things yourself but you probably give up too soon.

I'm on the same boat as OP. Frankly I think it boils down to karma or a similar concept. This is our designated place in the world.

>>33202859
This isn't a thread for doom, anon. God is with us, even in this heathen wilderness.