Anonymous
6/11/2025, 5:23:10 PM No.33203427
Objectively speaking , all my problems would be solved if I had money and I really mean that. I sat down and talked myself through each one and literally each of them Not a single one of them couldn't have been severely diminished with a 150K salary over even just 5Y.
But thats not how my life turned out, for reasons that would be too long to write, im broke as a joke bordering on homeless at 28 which should be prime earning years, im diagnosed adhd and probably autist cause all my social relationships end in the bucket with anyone new or like im always masking (at minimum computer induced autism) especially with women. And just always feel too introverted and especially as a short guy , its basically be an extroverted jester or bust. You wanna know the worst part is? I was not dead ugly or anything either , I was just in my own head too much to ask anyone out.
Well im on my last "cycle" - basically one more years worth of money. I want to try absolutely everything to make money but I'm realizing now , maybe thats a trap. Maybe I just need to move to bumfuck nowhere and work in the mines or in the military and either a stable job gets me out or I just die.
Ambition was in part what got me into this mess when I was younger, perhaps this time I just need to embrace I'm some lowly grunt, ive been focusing on spirituality and basically just work till I die from here on out if I can find work at all and just hope for a better role the next hand. No pleasures anymore - I had enough cheap ones for the last decade.
But thats not how my life turned out, for reasons that would be too long to write, im broke as a joke bordering on homeless at 28 which should be prime earning years, im diagnosed adhd and probably autist cause all my social relationships end in the bucket with anyone new or like im always masking (at minimum computer induced autism) especially with women. And just always feel too introverted and especially as a short guy , its basically be an extroverted jester or bust. You wanna know the worst part is? I was not dead ugly or anything either , I was just in my own head too much to ask anyone out.
Well im on my last "cycle" - basically one more years worth of money. I want to try absolutely everything to make money but I'm realizing now , maybe thats a trap. Maybe I just need to move to bumfuck nowhere and work in the mines or in the military and either a stable job gets me out or I just die.
Ambition was in part what got me into this mess when I was younger, perhaps this time I just need to embrace I'm some lowly grunt, ive been focusing on spirituality and basically just work till I die from here on out if I can find work at all and just hope for a better role the next hand. No pleasures anymore - I had enough cheap ones for the last decade.
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