Bad feelings
So idk if this is the right place but like I feel weird 24/7 and it doesn't go away, a lot of things have gotten better and I have friends who make me happy, YET still feel like there is a hole in my stomach some how and it Everytime I try to go to sleep the aches in my stomach comes back and it never goes away. Therapy never worked. I don't wanna be like this forever I wanna be normal you know? Another thing is I feel so empty and I don't know how to make to go away, Everytime I go to sleep I can't it hurts. It's not sadness its something else and it feels better once I hurt myself, though I have stopped hurting myself I still have that itch it's the only thing that makes it better. Idk if this makes any sense I'm mostly just putting out my thoughts XD, if you have any advice to make this feeling go away please give it to me. :)
