I broke my six month long streak of watching no gore and as I watched videos of combatants and robbers getting killed, I felt excitement. I felt excitement that justice was done, even if the combatants weren’t in the war on their own terms. I soon turned to disgust and I felt like I was ruining my soul by watching gore

Anons who were wrathful and engrossed thenselves in hatred but made the effort to change, what did it take for you to calm and rebuild sensitivity to violence?

I don’t think you’re supposed to feel those things when you watch gore.