>>33209891 (OP)>it has definitely affected my self-esteemu failed at the one thing low IQ is supposed to give you. Over confidence.
Objectively speaking, I think IQ tests should be mandated because it would save a lot of people from making choices they shouldn't have made. If I knew I was 88IQ at 18, I woulda done MMA or just gone to lower trades and saved myself all the hassle of uni.
Use the constraint to liberate yourself from dreams that you should have never had. There are plenty of avenues in life to make money through honest grit and hard work that nobody is willing to do (think waste management)