How can I fix my life? I think I'm low IQ and probably have some strain of autism. Every day feels like a challenge. I've been left in the dust in the race of life, I haven't developed much emotionally, socially, nor physically since my childhood.

>>33216442 (OP)
sounds like you haven't leveled up because you haven't gained any exp

Challenge yourself. Set a goal. Just get out there and DO things, they shape you.