I'm starting to think I was touched as a kid as a boy. Specifically younger as a baby which is why I don't remember. I've had a somewhat fucked up childhood. I'm not trying to point fingers at anybody. I had someone on here tell me my Mom abused me. She sometimes would help me clean my penis when I was around 9 or 10 years old. I think that's why at 26 years old I have an attraction towards older women and a crippling porn addiction since I was 10 years old. Have any of you ever found out you were touched as a kid? How did you resolve it? I think it explains why I have so much mental health issues.