Is it possible to ever stop being envious of strong, confident and masculine men? Everytime I see any of them I am reminded of what I should be as a man, but can't ever hope to achieve because of my should-have-been-aborted-tier genetics and the way I was raised (old, overprotective and oversheltering parents)
In my whole 2 decades of life, I have never, ever felt good about myself. Ever since I was a kid I had an inferiority complex and saw myself as weaker and less valuable than the other kids. Am I doomed to a life of low self-esteem, envy and misery?

>>33220159 (OP)
Do sports and better your own physique. It will also have a positive effect on your self-esteem. You will discover that you can get pretty far even with subpar genetics as long as you stick around till the end with determination.
After that envy will fade away, because you will understand some basic thing like "if i ate and trainded like Schwarzenegger, i would in fact look like him to some degree" and after that you will soon realize, that you don't want to eat and train like that guy - there are more interesting things in life to spend your time and money on

>>33220159 (OP)
I don't know, since I've never been envious of gay muscle-heads who literally have nothing better to do than spend many hours making their muscles bigger.

I just remember that I have a gun and that their big muscles will not defend against a bullet. They drop dead quickly.

>>33220317
there's no other porno in the world that's as passionate as gay muscle guys together. they truly love what they are

>>33220159 (OP)
ur just like me anon
i was always weaker, uglier and shorter than most kids
fast forward its the same but im balding now since i was 16

but at least I have hope by grinding in the gym, although I don't do it in the hopes of getting women

>>33220159 (OP)
i tell myself
>you can't have his, but you can sure as hell improve yours

The scariest and most respected/liked teacher in my high school was a 5’2, 110lb little jewish guy. In spite of this, he commanded respect with his body language and tone of voice, even when he was so small and weak. He was confident because he was the best at his fucking job and worked hard as hell to get us to pass every test. When you are good at something and worked hard to get there you have a fuck-you attitude towards other people. And this guy was good at something fucking stupid, teaching 9th grade history. Point being being good at anything even stupid shit gives u genuine confidence. Confidence evolved to increase when we are useful to the larger social group. Try and be good at something useful for somebody else in your community even if it seems worthless, maybe charity or helping other people. Gym is also really good, even if you dont get big at least you have endorphins and improved health/wellbeing.

>>33220159 (OP)
Who is the better man, the one in your pic or the one in mine?

>>33220159 (OP)
Yeah, I used to be jealous of skinny slim toned women and voluptuous women until I read online forums were they complain a lot about their insecurities.