at an all time low. 20 and I'm applying for fucking mc donalds and walmart in order to escape this shitty pointless life i'm living. A while ago I withdrew from college and my courses, I wasn't failing but I had such a wrong attitude to my peers and multiple issues with family that I felt leaving was the only option for me. I left and immediately started looking for entry level technical jobs. 3D printing CAD modeler for prosthetics (who was affiliated with the college), cleanroom operator (manual labor moving nanochips around and using excel for 12 hours), I applied for basic jobs cafes, restaraunts. Summer internship fell through. Didn't get accepted to the tech/engieering university I wanted. yada yada yada. I guess I could tutor at the very least but I don't have transportation and I'd need to go somewhere quiet.

Anyway I didn't get any of the jobs. So I'm broke, don't have a degree, and I'm trapped with family that are either maga/elon musk cock suckers, mentally ill, or insufferable. I just want out of this hell. I can't believe I have to work at a fucking min wage job at 20 with people who probably didn't even graduate from high school, I hate my fucking life. I can't even work as a delievery driver or anything you have to be 21. What the fuck is the point of living, I just can't do anything at all.

I don't have connections, there's nothing at all it's just over I seriously want to kill myself and everyone around me it's like I live with robots.

The only thing I'm doing is volunteer work, some hobby shit that won't go anywhere, and i recently met someone from a dating app. But without money I'm nothing.

>>33220892 (OP)
i'm 27 and just got a GED this year. you're semi educated and have at least 10 years to make the world yours. i'm a door dasher and probably will be forever.

if i were in your shoes, id make things happen.

>>33220921
I'm trying I want to move to a city, finish the degree, get a high school and university teaching job. It's like i'm stuck in a tar pit why is it all so hard? why do I have to suffer through bureaucratic hiring processes that don't hire me for jobs i am more than capable of doing?

I'll do Uber for money in meantime. I just applied to a manufacturing job with wood working since I have wood shop skills from high school.

Why is it so hard to get money as a decently intelligent and socially capable person? Do i have to turn to crime?

>>33220966
>I just applied to a manufacturing job with wood working since I have wood shop skills from high school.
>mfw i have no skills because i didn't even make it to highschool
op acts desperate but he's like a CIV with an actually decent start location.

>>33220996
I live in upstate new york everyone around me either has a car, an apartment, a job, a degree with minors etc.

I just want to move out.

>>33220892 (OP)
Resident merchant marine shill anon here. Do you have a passport? Apply for your TWIC and MMC and get in contact with shipping companies in the Great Lakes region, Military Sealift Command (civilian contractor, you won't be navy) or get on a fishing boat in Alaska. Piss clean and work hard and you'll be fine. Survive that first hitch and you should have enough cash to go anywhere you want and start over. But ditch the "I'm better than everyone" attitude or you will fail no matter what you do. That mindset prevents you from seeing the good in people, even if some of them are legitimately idiots, but also keeps you in a bad mood all the damn time.

>>33221019
I refuse the military, I refuse to go to some remote location I want a job in academia and I want to move out.
>But ditch the "I'm better than everyone" attitude
Asians have this attitude and frankly they seem to succeed far more on average

I don't even hate people who aren't ambitious it's just the fact that I should be getting futher than I am and it's mentally exhausting not doing anything.

>>33221032
You want to get away from where you grew up and you need cash. You can do this for 1-2 years then go back to academia, you god damned fool.

>>33220892 (OP)
>drifting, impulsive, out of control, excuse-making fuckwit
>totally predictable entropy takes over
>waaaah! What do?
Form a plan. It's the only thing you can do that will lead to a satisfactory outcome, eventually. You almost certainly won't, though, because: see above. We know this because you have posted here before (clean room guy) and therefore are very likely to repeat the cycle.

>>33221036
I'll just continue going for min wage

>>33221044
It's been a month I've actually made decent progress in other areas. I don't seem to have a plan except applying over and over, I don't have connections.

>>33221048
actually probably less than a month, maybe 2 weeks?

>>33221032
>I refuse the military
With this level of reading comprehension, I'm not surprised you didn't get into the college you wanted.

>>33221189
No usually when some dumbass brings up going to work in alaska on a fishing boat there is usually another shill who brings up enlisting in the military or an oilrig in the middle of nowhere

>>33221048
>I don't seem to have a plan
Then you don't have a plan, so make one. Even if the first draft is crap, you can make it better.

>except applying over and over
The very definition of insanity.

>I don't have connections.
You don't need connections.

>>33221245
My plan is that I will get some job for money, any min wage job in the place i live. I will move out into an apartment, I will get certifications for teaching with money coming in, I will finish the undergrad degree I am 1 semester away from completing,I will then look for roommates, move to the city, try to get a teaching job. If that fails then IT or CAD could work. After working for more money and building credibility i will return to go the university i was rejected from.

>>33221189
Nobody in the us knows what the merchant marine is.

>>33220892 (OP)
Just make my fucking burger, burgerboy. I dont pay you to talk.

>>33220892 (OP)
>20
this is like complaining about not having the best weapon in the game in the tutorial level, not even level 1

>>33221323
I will apply to over 100 jobs by the end of tonight you fucking loser

>>33221323
FUCK YOU

>>33221353
>>33221360
Good, I got that angry testosterone out of you, now go fuck some pussy and get a six figure job tiger you can do it

>>33221346
Life is over at 18, what you have after that threshold will be entirely the result of what you have done before 18. If you are a loser at 18 you will forever be a loser. At 20 the game is long over.

>>33221374
you are so mind broken from the system you have just been released from that you have no idea what winning and losing even is or means. working at mcdonalds is actually good for a 20 year old. money is king, just figure out what the next move is ASAP. become a manager and larp your way into another manager role for money somewhere else.

>>33221262
Okay, now consider where you want to be 10 years from now. Teaching? If so, what?

>>33220892 (OP)
you realize there are other entry level jobs besides mcfucking cashier jobs right? lmao

>>33220892 (OP)
get a job at kali-burger. the atmosphere is pretty dope and there's lots of opportunity for advancement.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=I1EOWNsbnLw