>>33222176 (OP)I've been on this site since 2011 and I mean this with total sincerity: just leave. This place will not improve your life. You will not be a better person for ever having come to any of the boards. You won't be missing out on anything. It's almost guaranteed you will become more hateful/negative/racist/judgemental/etc. and you will have a hard if not impossible time undoing the damage. Just leave. For the sake of your own future, just leave.