Looking back, I always kinda crushed on this girls, I find them incredibly attractive. Every time I go out on the street or wind up in the gay part of town, I see one of them and go woah, this girl is insane.
>"She's a teenage dream if you hate yourself"
I hate myself and am still a teenager for 9 months and well, yes I love these types of girls.

Yet I have nothing to offer to them, I'm a autistic railfan and well, I highly doubt that it'll help me score. On top of that, I'm a black sea slav so it's already over. I'm invisible to this type of woman, so why am I'm still attracted to them, even though I know that I have no chance?

How do I overcome this attraction.

P.S.: I also wanted to post picrel, I just think it's hilarious and I'll think you would even get it without translation. If you don't get it, just ask. I'll translate.

>>33224476 (OP)
It's all aesthetic, end of the day you're just looking at various different shades of roastie.

>>33226169
>fact

OP here, i feel ashamed for writing this. The pic is still hilarious tho.

>>33224476 (OP)
What's a black sea slav

What does the image say?

>>33228024
Slavs are Eastern Europeans (Russians, Ukrainians, Poles, Czech's, Slovaks, Serbians, Croatians and so on) black sea Slavs are the one's who live at the black sea. My father is from there and I pretty much inherited his face

>>33224476 (OP)
>wind up in the gay part of town
Best part about not living in a blue state area is not having one of those.
The most we've got is s0sJYDynagogues and Unitarian churches (is there a difference?) flying rainbow flags.
We don't even have poop on our sidewalks!

>>33228062
So the chud has a shirt on that says "I don't want anything". Next to the first picture he says "no", next to second he says "erm, I guess I don't want this", next to the third "well, now I want it just a little bit"