Anonymous
6/16/2025, 2:56:24 AM No.33225684
I just don't get it. For the past couple months, I've had dogshit luck with women. I don't necessarily eat right all the time but I try to stay active and be social where I can, but the dry spell between simply matches has been so much that I've found myself retreating from the gym and spending my weekends in front if the computer playing vidya or watching anime, typically with a bottle of wine or beer nearby, or beating off to ai slop.
So it comes as a real surprise to me when, not one, not two, but three matches happen almost simultaneously across Bumble, CmB, and Hinge. Yet even though I was the one who sent the initial like, I feel nothing now. No excitement or anxiety or anything. I'll send some message feigning interest with questions, wait 1-3 days, get a sterile answer, and feign interest again in 12-24 hours.
Is this what depression is like? Have I simply fried my brain with super flexible wanking options? Skill issue? Is it possible to reset with abstaining or going out purely for the sake of having fun?
So it comes as a real surprise to me when, not one, not two, but three matches happen almost simultaneously across Bumble, CmB, and Hinge. Yet even though I was the one who sent the initial like, I feel nothing now. No excitement or anxiety or anything. I'll send some message feigning interest with questions, wait 1-3 days, get a sterile answer, and feign interest again in 12-24 hours.
Is this what depression is like? Have I simply fried my brain with super flexible wanking options? Skill issue? Is it possible to reset with abstaining or going out purely for the sake of having fun?
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