How do I reprogram myself into being okay with being evil when I've been moralfagging my entire life?

>>33228455 (OP)
Pls help it feels so bad this world is a deranged Matrix and it's trying to terrorize me into non-existence I need to fight back and WIN they installed me with NON-WINNING STRATEGIES designed to GENOCIDE me on a psychological level and have the nerve to brainwash me into thinking that was moral righteousness I'm going to FUCKING KILL THEM AND TEAR DOWN THEIR ENTIRE SUPERSTRUCTURE

>>33228455 (OP)
why the fuck would you do that
if you aren't trying to pursue a career in finance, stick to moralfagging bro. Empathy and being a good person are rare qualities these days and usually exclusive to whites

>>33228455 (OP)
You think YOU are any better than the Nazis? How do you answer for BRAINWASHING people into self-inflicting CULTURAL, SPIRITUAL, NEUROLOGICAL, PSYCHOBIOLOGICAL GENOCIDE? GENOCIDAL VIRAL DYSFUNCTION PROGRAMMERS

>>33228616
>>33228682
ahh... this is nice board

>>33228616
i love you

>>33228455 (OP)
I won't read Woody Allen sounding movie scripts.

it's ez you've just gotta rev up your harley :D

Thank you for finally letting me post this

>>33228455 (OP)
yeah I had this problem a couple years ago
I always considered a moralfag but the more and more I got involved in the world and specially my social class the more enticing it was to see poorer people as tools basically
as long as you pay them what they consider a good ammount you can use them to your hearts content
just the other day I basically bought a virginity and both girls (she came with a friend I fucked before her) were very happy and talkative the whole way back to their place, we laughed, put music they liked, exchanged numbers etc
I attended a gala that night for my niece's institution that night and I couldn't imagine any of the classmates of my niece doing that ever, they speak about love and the first time like a magical first time and would get offended if offered money even for inofensive stuff like participating in a tiktok of a creator they don't support ideologically.
heavy contrasts like that and how they silently shaped my whole life growing up made me realize that it was very easy to be a moralfag if after the protest I always had a meal and a roof over my head, after afternoons helping in a homeless shelter standing up for hours on end to serve food to people I could come back home and plan a trip abroad with my friends.
If I ever get detained or sick there is that huge and comfortable cushion of wealth from my family so I could operate with my morals unafected by real world worries.
Becoming a functioning adult in that world and seeing how we interact with the lesser made me realize I've been inadvertedly evil ever since I was born, my aunt paid some lady for her breast milk for my cousin and she complained only once that she couldn't give any milk to her own daughter before my aunt gave her formula for her baby and the lady was extatic.
It... it's not your fault sometimes that's the world you were born in, the things that made you you, the system that let you thrive.

>>33228455 (OP)
You literally can't be moral without the knowledge of and impulse to commit evil.

>>33228455 (OP)
Let me guess: you don't really want to be "evil", just to reject the Christian bullshit foisted upon you so you can live the way you want?

Welcome to the rest of the world. The way out is simple: choose to reject what you've been taught. From there, use your own mind to decide what is right or not. Ignore what anyone else will think. If you aren't happy with it, it's not correct. If you keep doing this you'll steadily deprogram yourself from their bullshit into something you are happier with. As you continue doing this, you will be labeled "evil" simply for not conforming. Once they start doing this, then your mission has been accomplished. Continue what you're doing, and go free others.

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>>33228455 (OP)
What is crooked cannot be straightened;
what is lacking cannot be counted