I don't like anything about me. Like many guys online I'm an ugly autist who repulses a lot of people. I don't offer anything to the table, romantically or platonically, outside of "oh he's nice platitudes". I try to develop skills but they are skills no one finds useful or skills that are hard to develop further because of work and other commitments. Additionally, I am an ugly person and quite sad over it. I've always been sad about it since I was a kid so I lost weight but my new jawline just makes me look like a monkey and I'm an ethnic so it just makes me look even more ugly and even more like a monkey. Moreover, it's hard to bond over common male stuff like relationships and sports so I always have to lie. For example, was asked about the latest basketball game at the doctors office and kept stuttering because I couldn't remember stuff. I've been trying to remember and get into sports but I never do and it makes me feel pathetic. I'm a boring person and can't talk to people well.
What changes do you guys think that would make me desirable to people. A lot of the stuff I hate I was born with and I can't change and that makes me sad.

>>33231021 (OP)
I won't read threads where after just two lines I get an uncontrollable need to yawn.

>>33231021 (OP)
Wealth. And being cleaned up and friendly

>>33231610
Best ways to obtain wealth? It doesn't feel achievable for me