So I grew up being bullied until 16 when I became quite pretty. By then I had a chip on my shoulder and was a bitch but guys liked to put me on a pedestal. As a result I had my low self esteem injected with arrogance.

Anyhow, I got burned in a fire and my face looks like a melted blowfish. I don't have a sweet personality and I hate my reflection. I caught myself on video and I just look like an angry mutant who is bitter.

People treat me like shit now but I have arrogance from the years I was hot. How do I deal with the societal loss of beauty and my bitterness? The best solution so far is to be a female form of a NEET which is hide away like a hermit in my Mom's house living off of her and never going outside. My whole world is 4chan where nobody knows what I look like and I can spew my rage and opinions.

>>33231582 (OP)
More fire, just be quicker this time and shape it to look nice not just drippy.

>>33231582 (OP)
it's ok some man will still find you attractive so long as you're not fat and have a pussy between your legs. your attitude is probably holding you back more than anything.

>>33231582 (OP)
I won't read yet another lengthy "waaah I was bullied and now suffer from PTSD" thread. So tiresome.