I don’t know what’s wrong with me but I can’t feel love. Never had much luck in real life due to most people not being interested in me. As a result I decided to try dating apps and got matches. Went on a date a couple weeks ago and she was quite pretty, honestly I’m not even in her league. Despite this, it was hard for me to feel anything. I went on one date in my life before this so I don’t really know how this works but I could only really treat her as a friend I just met in this instance. I realize this extends into real life as well. I don’t really like people. I haven’t had a crush on anyone since I was 12. I didn’t say anything to her either back then. I’m 21 now. How the hell do I learn how to be in love with women? I’m not asexual. I’m autistic though so is it that?

>>33233994 (OP)
Stop trying to force it, first of all.
>I’m not asexual
So you are sexually attracted to women but aren't interested in them on a romantic level?

>>33233994 (OP)
echoing the other guy
stop trying to force it anon

>>33234038
I don’t think I’ve ever been romantically attracted to a woman but sexually yes

>>33234050
So you're not technically asexual, but I guess what you'd be is aromatic or something? Have you ever been romantically attracted to anyone? If not, why are you trying to force it? If anything, it's one less burden you have to live with.

>>33234082
I’ve just been infatuated with the ideas of people. Usually they don’t reciprocate and I don’t know them too well anyways