i’m a depressed bitch sometimes i start to make moves to improve my life or pursue my ambitions but i ultimately abort them every time before i ever really start them in earnest because i convince myself they’re gay, doomed to fail, vain, or desperate. i need to get out of this limbo and either break the habit of self sabotaging or quiet the desires of the will that ultimately cause my misery. which one is easier for someone of my retarded faggot mindset and how do i accomplish it

>>33236367 (OP)
I won't read threads that are simply one long whining moan. Nothing can be done.

>>33236456
you WILL read it
you WILL leave a helpful and actionable reply

>>33236367 (OP)
reward yourself for every little step. every baby step, no matter how trivial. eat, drink, smoke, sleep, jack off, do anything. anything that makes you feel happy you achieved something, even if it's just leaving the house for a bit.