I'm normally at least sort of cool calm and collected and socially not completely fucked up. Today though, it seemed like I caught autism or something. Like I just cock up every interaction and it just gets worse and worse.

Is it like a downward spiral where a fuckup lowers my confidence and in turn it makes me more awkward which then makes me fuck up again and it just keeps going like that.

>>33239810 (OP)
We all have off days. Just let go of your mistakes, try to do your best, and know tomorrow is another try. Everydayis a new try. Perhaps you will be better tomorrow. Either way keep trying.

>>33239825
I guess. I also was surrounded by a lot of autistic people today (IT job) and it feels like their autism is infectious, you get what I mean?

>>33239968
That just makes you the least autistic person there. You'll be fine.