I have been thinking, and sometimes trying, to be better in life but havent found a good reason or motivation to do so. Everytime I tried, everything I have searched about, never gave me a reason that sounded "good" or "enough", no matter what. I cant explain why that is or what would be a satisfying reason, and thats why I am here.

I have been thinking about being a comic author/mangaka and a game dev, and i have lots of ideas with me that seem to never stop coming, so everyday theres always something new to it all.

I may be very annoying to convince or discuss with so, sorry.

>>33249840 (OP)
>I may be very annoying to convince or discuss with
Yes, and I won't read any further.

>>33249840 (OP)
If being happier doesn't serve as a motivation then nothing will

>>33250128
Makes alot of sense, guess I might be doomed

What counts as happiness?(genuine question)
and
Is there any guarantee that I will be happy/happier by doing stuff?