>>33255411Shit you are just like me, the only thing that really worked was accepting that I might waste my life and all the bad things I keep worrying about might happen and just live life anyway, it was pretty fucking hard at first, and trying to ignore my fears made me feel worse, but long-term it made me feel much better, whenever the thoughts would pop up I would just be like "cool, but anyway I have to return to doing this thing that I've been doing", by doing this you train your brain to stop focusing on this shit.
Sorry for the word vomit.