I've been in a long distance relationship for three years now. It's going great, I love my gf and I want to spend more time with her, as well as thinking about spending my life with her.
We see each other every couple month for a long time but recently due to work we have had to be separated for over six months.
I've been very busy and having very stressful moments and family bullshit since. My libido has gone up alot and jerking off (before you ask, i dont watch corn) doesn't really feel like it helps.
It feels really harder each day to resist these urges. Yesterday, in a drunken act, I got an appointement with a hooker tomorrow.
She would never forgive me for going and doing it and I feel horrible for betraying her trust. At the same time we cannot meet each other for a few more months and I feel like this would help somehow?
I also feel sometimes like it would be nice to know other women and be with (fuck) them
I've been getting these feelings since the long separation
Are these all retarded coomer envies I should supress?
What should I do, really?

>>33256015 (OP)
>LDR
No such thing, delusional, so I won't read it.

>>33256075
not alot of women where i live

>>33256015 (OP)
Once you cheat on her, you've crossed the Rubicon. If you can't handle it, break it off.

>>33256134
I see, I guess it is what I thought

ur far gone once u see the hooker dude at that point you are cheating on her, if u cant handle being long distance u need to break up with her