I feel like a family member would try to poison me in a subtle way but i'm fairly sure i'm just imagining it. One of my parents has schizophrenia. I've done weird things in the off chance someone was trying to poison me (such as not drinking water that has been left out unsupervised, not eating some things sometimes, considering doing cognitive benchmark tests to make sure i'm not losing cognitive ability). Should I just ignore it? Might cost money which I don't have at the moment.

Don't ignore, that will just make things worse. I don't know what to tell you because this is a tough issue. I think that maybe sitting with thoughts about each member can help and see what your feelings are and seeing when these feelings arise.

>>33256823 (OP)
Call your hospital and ask them what the costs would be if you want to check it out, almost everyone has insurance

>>33256823 (OP)
What’s wrong with not wanting to be poisoned? You’re fine.

>>33256823 (OP)
>One of my parents has schizophrenia.
They're not the only one in the family.