33, I have no job because already have money so no work friends, no social media in the last 15 years so lost all the ex-friends from school-uni, tried dating apps but after years of using them i realized pretty and mentally stable girls don't use dating apps, only ugly ones with filters and mentally ill girls ones there. Tried traveling, it was alright at first now it's not that interesting to see another new country. Tried cooming in different countries, it makes you miserable after a while. Tried different supplements, they worked at first, stopped working after a while. Tried meditation, this one actually still works but it's hard to do it for some reason.

So, my life at this point: waking up, mindlessly browsing the internet and sleeping. I also lift and walk around for one hour everyday but apart from that and eating, shitting, i look at my laptop screen from morning to night and i gotta say after doing this for 15 years i feel like i have no soul anymore. I wonder what other people would do if they were me at this point?

>>33258445 (OP)
It sounds like you want a gf and have trouble meditating. Consider seeing meditation as a checklist item to do every day and whenever you have a moment you are scrolling on your phone bored or don't know what to do be like "Oh yeah I can get my 15 minutes of meditation done". Also network however you can and starting building circles and love will find you. There's probably a 1000 of your dream girls in this world that would like you back.

You lack purpose
Finding a purpose in life is not easy at all, but could be worse - I lack purpose too so I don't feel the drive to do anything, but I still have to force myself to work because I don't have money and don't want to just die, so I need a home and food
Forget about relationships for a while. Try building a routine around exploration rather than pleasure seeking, and focus on that aspect of your life.

>>33258445 (OP)
I won't read whining, moaning threads posted by drifting, plankton people without a plan. Gee, I wonder what someone like that, with no plan, could possibly do, but won't. Hmm..

>>33258445 (OP)
Your problem is that you know deep in your heart that it would not make any difference to the world if you died tomorrow. You don’t make any difference in the world. No one depends on you or would miss you when you are gone.

When a person’s life loses its purpose for existence, they become just as you described.

>>33258445 (OP)
Try doing some volunteer work. Your local animal shelter or soup kitchen is always in dire need of help.

It will get you out of the house, and away from the computer. It will give you a sense of purpose to have somewhere to go, and be needed. It will give you the opportunity to socialize with other people, and people who volunteer and commit their time to helping others, are usually the kind of people you want to be around. Most importantly, you are doing a good deed, and that is good for the soul. That may not sound very important right now, but I promise you that it's essential.

>>33260776
They planned, but Allah also planned. And Allah is the best of planners.