Anonymous
6/22/2025, 9:06:52 PM No.33259524
>Be me, the average guy with glasses and 105% on introversion, nothing special.
My mom used to tell me (and still does) how handsome I am. When I was 16, not a big deal. When I was 18, well, not a big deal, but I could start feeling some kind of weird feeling i my chest. Like if I was in need of that one thing I don't have (obviously a gf).
>Skip to this month
>105% on introversion, basically never had a proper convo with a girl, never flirted, never suggested a friendship, never suggested a relationship
>Not expecting anything from anyone - basically immune to betrayal. When I rely on someone to do something, I always have a plan to do it myself anyway
This month I spent a lot of time with my dad as I helped him prepare the farm machines for this summer. We went to buy parts, oils, and whatever in various towns.
>Now even my dad tells me I am a handsome guy, because he noticed there were some girls checking me out
>Ok.mp4
>One day I go shopping
And at that day, I saw it myself. As I was going to the cash registers, there was one girl who dropped something. As she's trying to pick it up, she notices me and we stare at each other for a few seconds. I looked away to avoid awkwardness for a split second, and as I look back, she's still looking at me, not able to pick up the thing she dropped.
She eventually got it and walked away, but I gotta say she really looked stunned (or horrified, idk I'm ugly).
>My head goes into a dilemma
A part of me says she liked me, one part says it doesn't matter as we're not gonna talk anyway, and one part of me says she was looking at something that was behind me at that moment.
My dad also says that I also get a bigger ice-cream when I'm served by a girl. One day, I notice it too.
What on earth do I think of all this? There's some schizo shit going on or I just don't believe the stuff I see and hear.
Even if it's real, there is no way in hell I would ever be talking to any of them. Or is there something I am supposed to do?
My mom used to tell me (and still does) how handsome I am. When I was 16, not a big deal. When I was 18, well, not a big deal, but I could start feeling some kind of weird feeling i my chest. Like if I was in need of that one thing I don't have (obviously a gf).
>Skip to this month
>105% on introversion, basically never had a proper convo with a girl, never flirted, never suggested a friendship, never suggested a relationship
>Not expecting anything from anyone - basically immune to betrayal. When I rely on someone to do something, I always have a plan to do it myself anyway
This month I spent a lot of time with my dad as I helped him prepare the farm machines for this summer. We went to buy parts, oils, and whatever in various towns.
>Now even my dad tells me I am a handsome guy, because he noticed there were some girls checking me out
>Ok.mp4
>One day I go shopping
And at that day, I saw it myself. As I was going to the cash registers, there was one girl who dropped something. As she's trying to pick it up, she notices me and we stare at each other for a few seconds. I looked away to avoid awkwardness for a split second, and as I look back, she's still looking at me, not able to pick up the thing she dropped.
She eventually got it and walked away, but I gotta say she really looked stunned (or horrified, idk I'm ugly).
>My head goes into a dilemma
A part of me says she liked me, one part says it doesn't matter as we're not gonna talk anyway, and one part of me says she was looking at something that was behind me at that moment.
My dad also says that I also get a bigger ice-cream when I'm served by a girl. One day, I notice it too.
What on earth do I think of all this? There's some schizo shit going on or I just don't believe the stuff I see and hear.
Even if it's real, there is no way in hell I would ever be talking to any of them. Or is there something I am supposed to do?
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