>25
>fatigue, endless
>tried going to gym for 3 months
>did not cure the fatigue
>no meaning
>I live with family, I don't love my family, I don't love my girlfriend, my life is... LE ARTIFICIAL
>have to go (((college))) soon so I can stop being poor wageslave
>problem is: I'm retarded
>can't focus on something unless I'm obsessed it (most likely undiagnosed ADD/Autist)
>sometimes if I'm reading something, I'll be reading it, then inside my brain I will often think about something else and just end up staring at the page, will have to go back and reread
>severe health anxiety/hypochondria that sends me into silent panic attacks, had it for years and just live with it
What the fuck? Welp, here we are.
In order to function in this current society you have to be loaded up on meds. You have to be loaded up on meds to deal with normies and taxes and society and school.
Thinking about going to the doctor and getting Lamotrigine (for depression and JME [form of epilepsy, currently taking Keppra for it]) and Adderall or some other type of stimulant (so I can lock in).
I don't care anymore.
Is it worth it?
I also don't care if I can't get boners anymore. I've coomed enough.

I have your exact same problems (besides the epilepsy thing) yet I'm 18. Haven't been on any sort of meds though but definitely considering it since I can barely even function as is. I also have "coomed" enough.