>Be male, gay, 26
>Realize I still want to be a self-hating closetfag who gets a wife, takes viagra, and thinks about men while doing it
Am I fucked up for considering it? Any advice if I do want to live a straight life? It seems way more appealing, but idk if anyone here understands.

>>33261378 (OP)
Go fucking kys faggot

>>33261436
Nahh.

>>33261378 (OP)
Bump

>>33261378 (OP)
Why do you want to do that? To be honest I don't think this angle of thought is very much explored especially in an unbiased way. Can you not feel attraction to women? Do you want kids? Do you like women as life partners conceptually and don't find them attractive? And many more.

>>33261572
I get erect thinking about men, but can easily enjoy sex with women while erect, but dont get hard from women. I wqnt a couple kids if it works out with a woman.

>>33261378 (OP)
https://archive.org/details/the-fag-agenda_202401

>>33261597
So wtf do you reccomend? Ill read it...

>>33261611
I can’t recommend anything other than you wake up and realize the truth of yourself

>>33261576
It sounds like you just need to develop a new fetish. Taking them away is a bit hard, but adding them less so. You'd be uncomfortable to know how many people would be attracted to children if the media propagandized it. In the past lots of people did gay shit. They didn't really think of it as gay and thought badly of it because it involved subordination of one man to be ladylike, also that gay men generally have a lot of sex and it makes them a high vector for disease but lesbian women don't have this problem interestingly. They didn't know what disease was they thought it was ghosts or curses or some type of moralized natural process. A significant number of men have gay thoughts also if the media propagandizes it. Sorry to rant.

>>33261632
What do you mean develop a new fetish? For what?

Here is a good example of the psychopathy of the average Gay, and how their danger and disgusting nature has little to do with their cock or asshole. They will destroy families and women and lead others into total deception for their own gratification without even considering the selfishness of this act. Personally OP I think you should just keep getting sodomized until your ass becomes an inflamed tunnel of blisters and maybe you will finally reflect on the state of your soul

>>33261640
For whatever helps you initiate sex with women easier. It could be a narrative, relationship dynamic, type of clothing made by you, some type of emotional foreplay. Or you could try getting wealthy instead or finding a lesbian friend who also wants kids and use a turkey baster to create a gay race.

type of clothing maybe for you or her*
try and get wealthy and rent a woman's womb for 9 months*

>>33261378 (OP)
OP, I'm not gay or anything, but this sounds like a huge waste of time. Women are annoying and crazy, it's attraction that lets us tolerate them.

>>33261828
I really want to be with one though.

>>33261719
Silk boxers definitely fit the definition of an article of clothing that turns me on.

>>33261597
>https://archive.org/details/the-fag-agenda_202401

i can already tell this book is full of biased retarded nonsense, all frothing at the mouth. Not worthy

>>33261378 (OP)
Bump