tried to write out the whole complex backstory with nuance but instead just answer this. should i:
a. go to college despite having no idea what i want to study or even if i could handle a normal job (autism). cross my fingers that i have better luck socially than i did in high school.
b. opt out of normal life, give up my chance at free college, travel to a foreign country, get disowned by my family and marry my e-boyfriend who can support me financially for the rest of my life and give me my dream life (also im in love with him)

if you can't hold a job or sustain college enrollment because of autism what makes you think you'll be able to navigate life in a foreign country

>>33262055
he has money and hes offering me a place to stay. hed be taking care of me.

>>33262049 (OP)
No, none of that. Create a long-term plan.