>be me
>in college, friend tells me about a girl
>she's his friend and she likes to bake
>listens to him explaining what she's like
>strikes me as an interesting person
>2years go by and one day suddenly remembers about that conversation
>sends her a request on instagram
>she accepts
>remembers she likes to bake and decides to start a conversation by trying to order a cake
>she replies! and asks me when do i need it by
>i jump around the room for no reason
>told her the date but she says she can't cos she's very busy with other orders and maybe next time
>i say no worries
>start sending her memes (its the only thing i know)
>she seemed kinda weirded out and i felt bad
>i'm not great with social interactions
>stops messaging her altogether out of guilt
>fast forward to today
>still listening to sad songs and thinking about her
>feels like i'm unworthy of love

i dunno man think i'm gonna die alone

>>33263623 (OP)
Lmao

>>33263623 (OP)
if you can't see at least broadly what you did wrong in this case you might be too green to try dating still anon, I hope you're very young.
I was retarded and only dated because girls found me cute and beared with all my retardedness, if it wasn't for that and on my own efforts my first gf I smooth talked into my bed was at 32