20M. Been fapping 10–20 times a day for the last 4 years. No porn addiction tho, barely even watch it anymore. Just imagination, sometimes pictures (not pornos), whatever.

Here’s the kicker: no physical issues. No dick pain, no ED, no fatigue. Still get random boners all the time.

Mentally? Flat as fuck. No motivation. Socially anxious, tried to rope myself. Tried nofap, can’t last more than 2 days.

How do I not kill myself doing this, or am i actually cooked

>>33274832 (OP)
Hard to say if your very very high fap rate is the source of these problems. Why did you try to rope fren?

>>33274832 (OP)
This just sounds like when I was 17 and I could get drunk on Friday Saturday and Sunday with no hangover
You're just young.

>>33274832 (OP)
Poontang.

>>33274832 (OP)
Is there anything that is actually negatively affecting you by masturbating? If not, whats wrong with it?

I think youre just too worried about what's expected of you. Just masturbate and worry about your mental stuff instead