I did some horror story shit. Injected hand sanitizer in my rectum about 12oz.

I wanted to die from alcohol poisioning but knew I would throw up if i tried to drink it.

My mom found me lying in a bed full of blood and I was rushed to the ER. I’m lucky to be alive apparently and the chemicals caused a perforation.

I felt so embarrassed I lied to the doctor and told him I’m gay and just fucked up an attempt to clean the area.

I have had four surgeries and only now am I not doped up enough to see how sick I am.

Since I’m now released maybe I should fess up?

Why didn't you cut your wrists like a normal person?
Just curious why you took such an indirect way to kill yourself?

>>33277496
Because I still have basic instincts and would probably panic that way and stop it. This way had a way higher chance of success.

>>33277496
Faggot tf u mean “indirect” OP was foubd in a pool of blood and would have bled out (literally the same as wrists) like are you retarded?

And yes OP go back to the ER and tell them.

>>33277533
Yeah, hand sanitizer enema is a more indirect, painful and weird ass method of killing yourself than cutting wrists
>>33277496
That's just cope and you know it.
Anyway I want to ask you, why you want to kill yourself? What is there so bad in life that you wish for suicide?

>>33277539
Do you know what “perforation” means? Do you know what isopropyl is? This post was a lot more fucked up to read than cutting.

>>33277484 (OP)
God damn It nigger don’t mess with your body. Day ruined thanks to this thread. I really hope you have at least somebody you can include in this because its very serious. This isn’t le edgy shit you are going to fucking die a brutal death.

>>33277596
I told my girlfriend and she hung up after calling me stupid and “you deserve this pain you did this” and I haven’t been able to get in touch.

>>33277600
Why does everyone in your life seem utterly unable to read you? How the fuck is it even possible for ER doctors to release a guy like this? I don’t see how that story is believable either the gay thing. None of them do that.