I like a girl, she is a good friend a mine we work in the same office space and sometimes even sit next to each other and I enjoy her company even in silence. I like her and she stated that she does not want to be in a relationship which is understandable and I respect her decision. I just want to be good friend to her. Thus I never explicitly shared my feelings with her out of fear of losing her friendship
A few days ago I made told I that I enjoy her company and think she is awesome, which I honestly believe she is. ever since then it seems then I have crossed a boundary and honestly tried to ask her about it which she said is fine with her.
A part of me says everyone has their life, burdens and boundries and I should just be a good friend. Another part of says there has to be a way. I am not very good at social situations and frankly she is someone I think I can freely talk to and I cherish our friendship.

There is nothing common in our interests and she does not like to talk about herself, she can talk to others about herself. But I think she does not feel the same and I am being a toxic male. I don't want to be some asshole who is taking her good nature for affection and pursuing her against her wishes and pressuring her to be friends with me. I teared up before writing this and honestly cannot think straight.

>>33278532 (OP)
I don't see a question here.

>>33278532 (OP)
>she does not want to be in a relationship
She does, just not with you, chud.