hi, i'm here to discuss my suicide. i have amitriptyline pills up to 60, i don't know how to take them because my tongue goes numb. the most important thing for me is how to speed up the absorption process, should i take them on an empty stomach? should i drink them with an energy drink? also, i live in my university's dormitory. if i die, how quickly will my neighbors find out? (i live alone in my room, but i have a room right next to it with my neighbors). will my relatives clean up my belongings? Does anyone know how to die from antidepressants?

60 amitriptyline pills will not kill you.

>>33278827 (OP)
Prescription drug overdose suicide attempts almost always fail.

I really wish someone else would kill me, anyone. I can't jump out of a window or cut my veins deep, but I have access to amitriptyline and quetiapine. I suffer from unconfirmed atypical depression, and I can't help myself.